Yandere Jimin x Reader !Behind the smile!

~23~

You: Ughhh...

I slowly open my eyes adjusting to the dull light in the room my senses slowly coming back to me I hear a beeping of a monitor accompanied by the smell of medical supplies.

I move my hands and feel another on my right hand I look over and a shooting pain rushes through my body. What happened.

You: Jungkook...

Another rush of pain goes through my body I was too weak to speak or move. I grunt wiggling my fingers trying to get Jungkooks attention.

You: J-Jungkook...

His eyes open and he quickly shoots up when he realises I was awake. I felt so overwhelmed everything was in pain my body felt weak and helpless I could hear my heart banging through my head and it was loud and it all made me fill so overwhelmed.

Jungkook: Don't worry, Y/N...

He says as he gets up and calls for a doctor. Everything was muffled my hand couldn't process anything.

Doctor: Y/N, can you hear me?

My eyes began to focus as a man women by figure stands above me as she shines a light into my eyes.

You: Y-yes.

Doctor: that's good.

She gives me a warm smile as she takes notes on her clipboard, she looks over to Jungkook who looks over to the doctor with a worried expression.

Doctor: Now, there is no need to worry.

Jungkook sighs in relief but the doctor wasn't exactly finished.

Doctor: But! She isn't eating and drinking enough causing her body to fail especially from too much consumption of alcohol and lack of sleep.

Jungkook: What can we do to help.

Doctor: We will need to test her for anxiety and depression due to the cuts on her arm. It's one of the most common reasons people end up in the hospital with this condition.

Jungkook: O-ok.

Doctor: If she is diagnosed we can provide her with medication to help with her sleep and diet as well as anxiety and depression.

Jungkook nods his head and the doctor smiles before she leaves us.

Jungkook: How are you?

I close my eyes trying to process what the doctor had said.

You: I...

Jungkook: It's ok, I know you're not ok and I would say sorry but I know that's not what you want to here. I know I always make things about me and I wish I didn't. But know after this is over just be yourself and don't be scared.

You: It's ok.

Jungkook: No, it's not. Just get some rest, ok.

I smile slightly and close my eyes. I felt fuzzy and painful all through my body. I'm trying to process everything that is going on and what the doctor said.

And then I remember the bar. And how I saw Jimin.

It seemed so real but I know it really wasn't. I wish it was. I want, no, I need him to save me otherwise, I'll be stuck with Jungkook until I die and I rather die than be with him.

I know it's mean but when you're in my situation you would understand. He's not the guy I fell in love with. He cheated on me and he abused me. And I my feeling are all over the place and I'm just so confused

So many thoughts and finally I realised. I just had to be smart. And escape somehow.

I just need to wait. Be loyal to Jungkook he's friends with Jimin so somehow I can become closer to him...

Then it clicked.

What if...

He doesn't feel the same.

Cringey, I know.

Sorry, I haven't been updating please forgive me.

For those of you who understand, I have been extremely depressed lately and I'm losing all motivation therefor I am failing in school and I've just been really hating myself.

So please, bear with me and I will start updating more because I finally have some motivation to write again.

-JasmineSkye Xxx