Hearts Whispers

Chapter 31 - Strange Feelings!!

She looks up at him, like he's the world.
And he just thinks she's pretty!!

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Aashi's P.O.V.

I was walking angrily at no where in particular. I was searching for some bus stop or taxi stop or even metro station near this place so that I can go home. But everything seems to be too far. All I could see here were trees on my both side, a park. There's was neither any shop or building. It had been five minutes exactly of me walking non stop.

I opened my purse to take out my mobile to search for any bus stop but I froze when I saw my mobile wasn't in my purse. I stopped in my tracks and checked all the pockets of my purse. Where had I kept it? Had I left it in Kabir's car? Oh, shit.

I immediately turned around to saw his car or him but found no one. I ran back to the place where I had left him praying to find him endlessly in my mind. But, I found no one. My whole body shivered in fear. I tip toed to search for him but got no luck.

I immediately opened my purse only to find out that I've not kept any money in it. I forced my mind to think about today's incident and realised that I had left my money on my bed. I cursed myself badly. Panic rose inside my body.

Shit shit shit!!

Oh god. What am I gonna do now? I don't know this place. I don't even have any money or my mobile with me. All of a sudden, my heart started beating fast. I got anxiety attack.

I looked all around me only to found emptiness. There's no cafe, no booth, nothing. I looked all around me only to realise myself being noticed by people around me. The passing by strangers were eyeing me from head to toe and it freaked me out. With trembling limbs and shivering lips, I  started walking further slowly.

I was on verge of crying. I was stupid. If only I had behaved maturely and had joined Kabir, I won't have to suffer here on this empty road all alone. I had no option with me than to walk until and unless I could find any help. My mind started processing of all the worst secenarios possible.

If my mom would get to know about it, she would kill me. She would never ever allow me to come out of the house even. I had already lied to her about going out with Noor and now if she's  informed that I was on freakin a DATE, that would be the end of her trust on me. She would hate me and that's the last thing I want to happen ever.

I looked down on my feet and kept walking whilst sobbing. I don't want to lose myself in pool of tears. My eyes were flowing unstoppably and my breathing was shallow. I wiped my tears with back of my hand again and again. I've to collect myself.

All is well, my heart whispered!!

The cars were passing me and each single freakin car had only boys that too young ones. They passed me a glance and it doesn't look nice to me on their part. Everytime a car slowed down near me, my heart started racing and my blood pressure drop down out of fear. I jumped in my place but as soon as it drove away, I sighed in relief.

I'm gonna die today!!

I increased my pace and was walking clueless of any destination. It had been ten minutes of me walking alone  on this creepy place. I was angry at Kabir also. What kind of a boy is he? He left me all alone here. Doesn't he have any shame? He must have seen my mobile in his car and still that stupid heartless and mannerless monkey left me all alone.