"Y/n are you sure you wanna do this?"
Asks Steve later that night while Bucky is in the shower."Yeah Steve I am. I have to get over my fears of him for starters, and i actually trust him Steve."
"He's not the same man who shot my parents. He's the man who followed me home after i told you what happened in 2012 and he didn't judge me. He genuinely wanted to make sure i was okay."
"He's the man that I held in my arms while he cried himself to sleep."
"He's the man who didn't bat an eyelash at the fact i had a painting of his bloody metal arm on my wall"
I sigh.
We sat in silence for a few moments
"Steve I think I'm falling in love with Buck."
"Y/n has a crush? that's a first." Steve gasps putting a hand over his heart
I punched his shoulder
"Stop" punch "picking" punch "on" punch "me" punch.
"I'd tell you to shut up punk, but it seems the girl can handle herself."
Bucky saysI look over surprised to see him standing there, in all his shirtless glory, with his basketball shorts low on his hips, his hair soaking wet, leaning against the wall at the end of the hallway.
"Thanks Buck but I am a big girl after all. I can handle myself" i said with a chuckle
"Anytime doll" buck winks at me
I am inwardly freaking out
He's so cute! he winked at me!!!
Omg I am fucking dead.
"Its getting late guys I'm gonna head home"
"Okay bye y/n! breakfast here tomorrow?"
"Sure thing Stevie!"
"Goodnight doll"
"Goodnight Buck"
I said while waving shutting the door
The walk back to my apartment was so quiet and peaceful i forgot what noise sounded like until I hear tony running up behind me.
"I see you and the soldier have gotten pretty close"
He scoffs seeing me in Bucks sweatshirt because he tripped and spilled his drink on my shirt""Tony come on. stop being a prick. He's not the soldier anymore"
"Y/n he murdered your fucking parents and you're acting like he's you're best friend!"
"Tony just stop please?!"
"No y/n you need to hear this!"
"He murders your parents and my parents in cold fucking blood and you have the audacity to forgive him?"I scream
"TONY! SHUT THE FUCK UP"
I threw my hands up in the air and when I did tony flung against the wall.
I gasped
"What the fuck?!'
I keep looking back and forth at my hands.
"What's happening?"
They're emitting a deep purple glow
Tony tries to come closer
"Tony don't"
I put my hand up not thinking and he stopped in his tracks"Y/n! I can't move?!"
I move my hand and it unfreezes tony. he runs down the hall headed the opposite direction.
I guess Bucky and Steve heard all the yelling and came to see what was going on.
"Y/n!" Bucky exclaims
"Are you okay?!"
He asks putting his hands on your shoulders looking you over as if tony would've hit hurt you.
"Buck I'm fine."
"Y/n what happened" sighed Steve
We walked back in my apartment and I filled him in from the time when I left his apartment up until now.
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Troubled souls
FanfictionTRIGGER Warnings: PTSD. Explicit language. Violence. Murder. Self harm. Panic attacks. Anxiety. Suicide attempt. And probably more. If any of these things trigger or bother you i suggest not reading. If any of you struggle or need someone to talk t...