Shawn Mendes Imagines {COMPLETED}

113. He's Insecure

 Shawn has been at work at the studio since six o'clock this morning. It's currently one o'clock in the afternoon. I heard the front door unlock and saw Shawn walk in. He looked sad but smiled when he saw me.

"Hi baby girl. Andrew let me out earlier than usual." Shawn said.

"Hi baby boy. That makes me really happy because I missed you, especially since I woke up without you." I said.

"I know, and I'm so sorry for that." Shawn said while sitting down on the couch, looking sad again. He leaned over to kiss me and our lips met. I felt sparks shootout throughout my body. I felt my heart race like crazy. I felt my blood pumping faster, and I could feel butterflies erupt and fly around in my stomach. We pulled away and Shawn kissed my forehead before resting his forehead on my forehead.

"God do I love you Shawn. Our love for each other makes up for the distance and for waking up without you." I said. Shawn game me a weak smile. Something was off, but I couldn't put my finger on it.

"I love you too honey." Shawn said while he started to play with my small and petite fingers.

"Are you okay honey?" I asked.

"Yeah, I'm fine." Shawn said.

"No, you're not. What's wrong?" I asked.

"I'm just feeling a little insecure, that's all." Shawn said, looking at my fingers as he played with them. I pulled my hand away and ever so lightly grabbed his face to make him look at me.

"Baby, why are you feeling insecure?" I asked.

"I just feel like I'm not good enough for you, you know? Like, I shouldn't be away from you for so long, I should be here, with you. I feel like I'm not that good looking or anything. I want to be good enough for you, I want to spoil you rotten, I want to treat you like the princess that you are." Shawn said, all while looking me in the eyes.

"Shawn, you are good enough for me. I'm the one that's not good enough for you. I'm not going to let myself lose you. Just because you're away doesn't mean we stop loving each other. You, my love, are the cutest, most handsome, sexiest man I have ever seen. You spoil me way too much, and you do treat me like a princess. Please don't be insecure baby. You're perfect to me." I said while rubbing his cheek. He nodded.

"I'll never stop loving you. You're so beautiful and you're my princess. I want to grow old with you. I don't want to lose you either. I love you." He said.

"I want to grow old with you too Shawn. I love you too. Thank you for calling me beautiful, my handsome man." I said. Shawn hummed.

"Well baby, it's the truth. Thank you for calling me handsome." Shawn said with a smile.

"You're welcome honey. You really are perfect to me." I said.

"I'm not perfect honey but you are. Come on, let's lay down and cuddle." Shawn said. We both laid down and Shawn held me in his strong, manly arms. I love his arms, they're my home. I'm so glad that I could make him feel better.