Suicidal

Chapter five

Bella's P.O.V:
Ugh my head hurts, where am I? Wait I fainted at school. Shit! Charlie is going to kill me. I'm brightly blinded by the lights when I open my eyes. Oh no I'm at the hospital. Who brought me here? What time is it? As I am questioning myself a doctor walks into the room. "Ah good you're awake we need to talk." Oh no.
Carlisle's P.O.V:
As the girl wakes up I wait a few minuets to walk into the room and ask her about the worrying things I had noticed. As I stepped into the room I said " Ah good you're awake we need to talk." When I said that the girl stiffened and tensed in panic. "W-w-what about," she stuttered nervously. "When you fainted we had to check for broken, shattered or dislocated bones and what we found was quite alarming." I explained to her."What did you find," the girl asked. I could tell she was worried as she was looking everywhere in room but at me. "We found several shattered broken and dislocated bones, scars cuts and bruises all over your body and dire malnourishment. By any chance are you abused at home or at school?" I questioned the girl immediately replied, "no I am very clumsy and I have a high metabolism" she said.
"Are you sure that Is the truth please don't lie we can help you." I pushed but yet again she replied hastily "I'm sure. When can I go home?" She questioned. "You can leave now if you want. Miss..." I replied hoping to get her name after awhile she replied " Bella. Bella swan. Goodbye." And then she left.
Bella's P.O.V
When I leave the hospital I check the time and my eyes widen in shock as I realise that it is nearly five o'clock. Oh no Charlie is going to kill me especially if he knows I've been to the hospital. I walk home slowly knowing I'm already too late to save myself now. And I'm scared to go home because I know I'm going to get beat really badly tonight. As I step into the house Charlie storms into the room and slaps me so hard that me face turns the side and fall over. "WHERE WERE YOU YOU LITTLE SLUT! YOU ARE IN SO MUCH TROUBLE DO YOU UNDERSTAND?" He shrieked at me. I'm terrified as I answer, "y-y-yes sir." "GOOD GO TO YOUR ROOM NO DINER TONIGHT FOR YOU!" I run upstairs to my room and enter my safe place. The one place he can't hurt me because he doesn't know about it. When I was thirteen I was trapped in my room for waking Charlie up in the night because of my shrieking and crying from having a nightmare. I was pounding on the walls trying to get out and when I hit a certain spot on my right wall and I heard a click. When I pull on that area to examine it the panel cane forward and revealed a secret room that mother had made for me. It had pictures of her and Charlie together when she was pregnant with me, she somehow knew she wasn't going to survive the birth and she had hidden nearly £500,000 in there as well for me. The most of the money is still there and some of it went to clothes and blades and sometimes it had to go towards beer and food for Charlie as well as the rent and the bills. As I stepped in there I shut the panel and saw my heaven were I could be me. I headed over to my desk.

(Bella's secret room)
I come in here everyday to draw and see if I have time because my true enjoyments that make me happy are drawing and designing outfits. My dream job is to be a fashion designer. I pull out my most recently finished drawing. (Picture down below)

As I hear Charlie's footsteps I rush out of the room and shut the panel then I sit down on my mattress. A few minuets later Charlie walks into my room with a knife, a lighter and ropes. My heart begins to speed up as he steps closer to me and I struggle as he ties my hands up and secures them to a ring he installed into my wall the he lifts up my sleeve and carves three words into my arm ignoring my screams of pain then he brings the lighter up to my arm and burns it to make sure it scars. Once he is finished he unties me and walks out of the room. After I am sure he is gone I push the panel and close it once I am inside my paradise I head into the small bathroom and grab my first aid kit and I clean the wounds the monster that is my father inflicted on me after I clean it up I read what he carved into my skin 'die useless slut.' Great I'm stuck with this forever. I head back into my actual room and decide to sort out my hair. I sit on my mattress and brush my hair and pull it into a ponytail and tie a hair tie around it. Then Charlie yells me so I walk downstairs quickly and say "yes sir you called" he reply's  "I'm going out  I expect you to make me diner and clean the house before I return" then he leaves. I rush into the kitchen and get the ingredients out for steak with mash potatoes and gravy. After I finished cooking I cleaned up and washed the dishes, after that I headed up to my room and finish off my homework and clean my room and Charlie's. then I do the ironing and put Charlie's clothes away neatly finally I clean and polish Charlie's shoes. I head back downstairs and walk into the kitchen. When Charlie walks in I put his steak in the microwave and heat it up then I grab him a bottle of beer and open it. Finally I carry it through to Charlie who is sat on the sofa watching football I set down his food and his knife and fork and beer and then step back. He grunts and says "go to your room." So I leave and head upstairs.