Invisible Ink

It's Me

"Hi it's me again

I'm back, or did you forget?

You tried to ignore me

Even chasing me out at one point

The silly thing is you were begging for me the next day

Just because you don't think about me

Doesn't make me disappear

I'm still here

Remeber me?

Think of all of the things we did together

Why did you want me gone?

Through the good and the bad

I was there

Sure it was hard under their stares

But I helped you think of them in a new light

Except you were afraid

You feared what others would think

That is why I was there after all

But you buried me in a grave countless times

Leaving me there to die

You don't like me because I scare you?

Oh, so you don't like how I talk to you?

You don't like staying up late listening to me mumble to you.

So what if I bring up the past,

And the burdens that were too great?

They were your mistakes!

You created those weights yourself,

They were words that you said,

And actions you made.

You think that I will go away?

Just because you forced yourself to stop fearing me?

I know you can't forget about me

The more you try to avoid me the more I hide in your shadows.

You said you hate what others say

But they are saying things you know to be true

That is what I keep trying to tell you.

You actually think that they like you?

Remeber last time?

They don't change

I'm trying to protect you.

So for now

I'll just be inside your head

And see how long it takes for you to hide from yourself. "

"Stop! Leave me be!

My thoughts don't need to control me.

Sure you were there but what makes you think that you were needed?

You kept me hidden

That's for sure

Because of you instead of my a smile

It's a mask I wore

I'm done with the all-nighters you force me to pull.

Your whispers have never brought me pleasure,

Only pain and tears

Of lies that you told me to believe

I don't need you!

I am following my own plot!

And I just wrote you out.

I know you'll be back,

It may be tonight

Or the next

But I'm done fearing you

Because why should I fear my own anxieties?"

This one bothered me for a while so I rewrote it.