💔😭Its all your fault💔😭

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 *WARNING SUICIDAL ATTEMPTS*
* Zachs *
  I walk out side and see Jack sitting on the rocks with his head in his hands,  "Jack..." I say walking over to him putting my hand on his back while sitting down beside him, "Go away zach" He says, still not looking at me, "I just wanna make sure your all right" I say trying to make him talk to me " Yah zach, just fine" He said looking at me with that are you dumb look of his face, but he wasn't crying...
"Look im sorry Jack, I just want you to talk to me, I miss be able to talk to you" I said trying my best not to cry again. "No zach, I don't wanna talk to you because this is all your fault" He says raising his voice "What" I say started to tear up, "THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT ZACHARY" he says yelling at me and standing up, "Im sorry" is all i could say "GO" He yelled stepping torwards me like he was gonna hit me "im sorry" I said one more time running back into the house and up the steps "Zach" I heard him say, but i kept running, jonah grabbed my arm and stopped me "What happened" he said, his eye was brusied from the punch, "this is all my fault" I say running again up the stairs and to my room, sliding down the door onto the floor, Why are you so stupid zach, Why can't you be normal, No one likes you, i mean look at yourself, I get up and grab a razor and pull the blade out
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for jack
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for mom
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for jonah
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for daniel and corbs
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for reese and ryan
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for being so ugly and stupid

I hide the razor and grab a sweatshirt and put it on to hide the cuts, No one can ever know, I climb on my bed and put the pillow over my head and cry, no i don't cry i ball, and ball, until i hear someone come up the stairs...
"Zach" I hear the voice say "zach it's corbyn" he says "Corbs" i say through my tears "Yah zach, can i come in bud"  he says, "yah" I say making sure my arms are covered, "Zach" he says running over and rapping me in his arms, "Im so sorry corbyn" I say "No zach, this isn't your fault, its that stupid girls fault" he says rubbing my back "Jack told us what happened" he says pushing me away from his chest a little bit so he can look at me "He said he didn't mean what he said, he was just upset buddy" he said "What about jonah, is he ok?" I say wiping ny tears for the hundredth time today, "Yah he's fine, its just a bruise it will heal" he says pulling me into a hug one more time... Then he stands up, "come on, lets go down stairs, were gonna order food" I nodded my head and corbyn grabed my wrists to pull me up "Oww" i say pulling back in pain " What zach, are you ok" He said looking confused, "yah fine i say hoping he doesn't realize, I pull my sleves and get up walking torwards the door, "wait zach" he said stopping me "Did i hurt you" he said looking confused again, "no, its fine" i say pulling my sleeves again, "Zach" He pauses "You didn't" he said trying to fight back tears, i just shook my head, "Zach, let me see" he said grabbing my hand "please"......... "fine" i said, he pulled up my sleeves revealing the cuts, he just stared "Zach, you should have talked to me, you know i will always be here for you" he said pulling me into another hug "Im sorry corbs" I say started to cry again "don't tell the boys" i say looking at him, he's starting to tear up to "Just please don't do it again zachy, talk to me next time please" I nod my head "But we have to put bandages on them so they don't get infected ok?" he said walking to the bathroom "ok" i say... he comes out with the first aid kit and puts a bunch of diffrent things on my arms "Thanks corbs" i say pulling my sleeve over the bandages "I love you bro" He said "Now lets go get food"
"ok" I say, and we walk down stairs, Jonah hugged me followed by daniel, and then there he was ...........

The boy who just screemed at me, wo didn't look upset earlier about bailey, there he was with tears running down his face.........

"zach" he says wiping his tears "im sorry" He walks over and pulls me into the biggest hug ever and whispered my ear, "I love you Zachary Dean Herron, None of this is your fault, Im stupid, i should have been there for you" i started crying again and he hugged me tighter, then pulled away and wiped my tears.....

Ugh, Why does he have to be so flipping cute💔💗💔💗💔

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