Jachary😍😙😘 (completed)

Broken

                       *Zachs pov*

   "Zach we found jack" Daniel says.... "He doesn't want to see you yet" Jonah adds... "As long as he's ok" I say through tears and Corbyn hugs me... "He's staying with Landon in his hotel room for a few days" Jonah says and I nod... "Where is he" I ask... "The car..." Daniel says... "Where gonna take him and Landon to the hotel then come back for you... will you be ok here" Daniel says and I nod... they all walk away leaving me sitting alone on the ground... I lay back and stare at the sky....
     Empty..... I feel empty without him by my side.....  broken... I feel broken knowing he doesn't want to see me.... Worthless.... lost....  lonley.... Like im standing out the edge of a cliff and it's slowly breaking... like the world is caving in... like no one cares..... but at the same time i feel selfish.... like I'm not focused on anyone but myself.... 
    I look at pictures of myself... ugly... worhtless... stupid.... horrible person i think as I look at myself.... "I WISH YOU WOULD DIE ZACHARY" i yell..... throwing myself on the ground punching myself.... "You don't deserve anything" I whisper to my self holding my knees and a picture of Jack..... "He'll never love you agian".......

                      *Jacks pov*

    I sit in the car tracing circles on my window with my finger.... thinking about Zach and What I did.... I feel broken inside... I broke that boy... and by braking him I broke myself.... this is nobodys fault but myselfs.... The world wants me gone... the world hates me... the world would be better off without me.......

   

     Whether Jack and Zach knew it or not the same thoughts were pouring through each others heads.... no matter how hard both of them tried they couldn't get the other out of there head....... They wanted to be in eachother arms... holding eachother tight.... telling eachother it would get better... but this time Zach was thinking that this would be the end.... that's life will never be the same... that he'll never learn to be happy again... he doesn't desvere happiness... that no matter how many times someone has told him things were gonnna get better he never believed them........... But a few blocks away Jack was thinking of how things will get better and everything will go back to normal and then nothing will change for good....... Both boys were broken.... Both boys were in pain....

Broken may seem over exaggerated when it comes to people.... but broken is a real feeling... when you feel so neglected and upset that you feel like your falling off the edge of the earth... or that you feel everyone will stare it you walk outside... you never feel hapoy or confident... instead you feel Alone and......

                      Broken........

*I know this is weird and diffrent bit i hope y'all like it... also sorry for the short chapter lately.... ily peeps.... 5 parts left...*

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