It Gets Better// Perrie Edwards

You're Okay, She's Okay (20)

Double update!!!

Jesy POV

I watched Perrie start to fall beside me, her hands instantly protecting her baby. My grip tightened on her waist, holding her up before I laid her down, my hand acting as a pillow for her head. I gripped her wrist, feeling for the pulse, simultaneously kicking back anyone who wasn't someone I knew. Jade crouched next to me, twisting Perrie over so she wasn't on her back but now on her side.

Heavy boots were fully surrounding us pushing back the crowd of faces, flashes and shouts. Leigh was crouching too, running her hands carefully through Perrie's blonde locks. "Pez baby, you're ok Hun, please wake up baba, it's not good for the baby, not good for your little girl." My tour manager crouched next to us too, asking me if we wanted to call for medical help. I shook my head and said "no but I need to move her from here if I can, the crowded area is not going to help me get her to come round, it was a panic attack, Paul." He just nodded and turned to our security whispering something to each of them. Then he crouched back down and took his jacked off, laying it over her head, so only her mouth was exposed. He looked at me and the girls and said "I'm going to lift her up, keep your heads down. I'll carry her to the car, we'll sort it out there, but let's go." I nodded and watched as he effortlessly picked her up, curling her body into him. We all stood up too, doing as he said, I closed my hand around hers and squeezed it tight. Leigh had an arm securely wrapped around Jade, for fear she may too have a panic attack.

Once we reached our van he laid her down, uncovering her face and allowing us to do all we could to bring her round. I stood outside as I watched our smallest member, take hold of Perrie's hand and begin to whisper things to her. To mine and Leigh's shock Perrie's eyes jumped open after a few seconds. I noticed of Jade relaxed instantly slumping onto the dirty floor of the van, her head in her hands.

"Ebony! Is she alright? Is my baby alright?" Perrie cried, instantly moving her hands to her bump. Leigh and I looked at each other with the 'did you hear that' look before we rushed over, Leigh scooping her up into a hug. 

"She's fine babe, you're absolutely fine, both of you. You just had a panic attack baba, you're ok now I promise your so safe." I cooed, sitting next to Jade and subtly pulling her so she was resting on my shoulder, running my finger along her tanned knuckles to calm her down.

"Oh right, I'm sorry guys, did I scare you, did I scare you Jade? I'm so sorry." She exclaimed, reaching from her now horizontal position, since Leigh had moved to the back, to hold Jade's other hand. She tugged at it and indicated for Jade to stand up. The brunette did so and Perrie pulled her down onto the chairs, spooning her as she muttered sweet nothings into her ear, Perrie's new found motherly instinct overtaking her feeling of worry, as she tried to calm the trembling girl down.

Admiring them I stood up and climbed over the seats to where Leigh was now sat. I called out to our driver that he could go and watched as the fans that were being held back faded away into the distance. I looked at Leigh again and smiled at the blonde's slip up. I whispered "how long do you think she's had a name?"

"Probably since Christmas I'd say." Leigh whispered back.

"It's such a cute name." I said imagining Perrie with a little toddler laughing as she toddled around.

"Yep, should we tell her we know?" Leigh asked me a little concerned.

"Maybe later when she's more alert and less out of it." I said peaking over at our two friends, who were now sat up, still hugging gazing out of the window at the slow passing cars due to the fact we were stuck in London traffic.

"Yeah, are we still going to the studio to rehearse?" She questioned, unable to gauge which direction we were travelling in.
"I think so, but I'll be putting my foot down and making Pez rest." I explained forcefully.

"So will I!" She agreed, still staring out of the window.

When we reached the studio it was quiet and there were thankfully no paps. So once the car had come to a stop I ever so gracefully clambered over the seat to the Geordies. Plonking myself down I asked "right can you two walk in or do you need help?" 

"I'll be alright Jes, I'm not as bad as I was last time it happened." Jade informed me, causing me to nod. Jade always got shaky and nervous after large crowd confrontation and I was cautious she could faint like she had done before.

"Alright, do you want to climb out, maybe ring Jed?" I suggested, knowing that would calm her even more.

I caught her nodding as I turned towards the other and said,"Pezza?" 

"Erm I should be ok, can you guys support me though because I'm still feeling a bit weak." She asked timidly, the colour still pretty drained from her face.

"Of course we can babe," I said, opening up the sliding doors. Letting Leigh and Jade get out then I wrapped my arm around Perrie's waist and slid her along the bench and said "right I want you to squeeze my hand if you feel dizzy and we'll take a break, okay? I just want you to focus on you breathing and I'll do all the hard work, alright?" She nodded and let me pull her up to stand. I moved her slowly forward up to the steps then I shifted myself so I was behind her and nodded for Leigh to come in front and between us we manage to shift her down the step onto the concrete. Moving back to my original position we walked carefully into the studio and immediately helped her sit down on the floor. 

"Thanks Jes." She huffed, her head on her knees again, as she tried to control the dizziness.

"S'alright hun, shall I make you a bed so you can sleep?" I asked her, stroking her hair gently.

"No I'll be fine just need a minute then I'll be able to come and practice." She tried to convince me but sighed when I shook my head and said "no babe you need to chill, or it'll only get worse, we're not doing much today anyway."

"fine, can you make me a bed then?" She asked, her eyes pleading like a puppy dog. 

"Yep, of course I can sweetie-pie." I cooed and in no time I had formulated a fairly comfy bed out of jumpers, which Perrie was now laying on covered in her trusty Disney Princess blanket that she was never far from. Kissing her head, I stood up and got into the position as the music for hair started playing.