never say never

•Can't love him•

Millie's POV
"Are you staying over?" Finn asks me standing up from the back breaking hospital waiting room seats

"I think so. What about you?" I ask him, doing the same thing walking over to him

"I can't because my mom needs me home tonight." He replies lacing our fingers

"Be safe." I look straight into his eyes

"I will be babe." He says lightly brushing his lips against my cheek sending shivers everywhere wanting those soft lips to be connected to mine

"See you tomorrow." I kiss him lightly on the lips getting a smile in return.

"Oh you will." He whispers walking away.

But I won't see you ever again after I move away, I won't be able to have the privilege of having my lips being able to touch yours. I NEED to tell him, it's not fair to lead him on especially if he's feeling the same why I feel about him.

I walk into Sadie' room and Maddie, grace and her are all lying down in her room.

"Hey mills, did you say bye to Finn?" Sadie smirks

One day I'll have to say bye to him forever

"Yeah." I fake smile which they notice

"What's wrong mills?" Maddie asks which makes me break into tears, strong, very strong tears

"Millie! What's wrong did Finn do something to you?" Maddie yells running up to me and hugging me, grace following behind and Sadie couldn't because of the equipment

"MILLIE! Come over here right now these bitches get to hug you and I don't! I think the hell not." She yells playfully getting a very small chuckle out of me.

"What's wrong?" She asks engulfing me in one of her bear hugs

"Guys I need to tell you something..." I whisper very quietly

"What is it you have to tell us Millster?" Grace asks

"I-I um I'm hmm-" I stutter

"Spill it!" Maddie yells quietly

"I'm moving to New York." I say fast, looking around the room to see the girls with expressions that portray as their hearts have been crushed

"When?" Sadie asks in a croaky voice

"My mom said in the next couple months." Tears rolling down my face

"This can't be happening right now."
Maddie mutters

"What about Finn?" Sadie asks crying lightly

"I don't know guys. I don't think I could stand being without him for one day. When I'm with him I feel whole and I get butterflies and shocks around my body when I do something as simple as hold his hand. He makes me feel like the happiest girl to ever live. He's so cheesy as well which makes me love him even more than I already do." I cover my mouth because I just said I love him, holy shit i love him

"Did you just say you love him?" Maddie smirks

"I think I did just say that." I reply lightly smiling

"Fillie is amazing." Grace smiles ear to ear

"But guys I have to leave him and we all know long distance doesn't work. I mean should I tell him?" I ask

"I think you have to." Sadie frowns

"But if I do the rest of the limited time I have left with him will be so dull." I reply

"True." Maddie replies

"I think you should tell him like a week before you move." Grace suggests

"I think that's what I'll do." I smile

" right you bitches I don't think you guys where in a car crash but I was and I'm tired af." Sadie admits

"I may not of been in a car crash but I feel the same way." I smile

"Isn't you and wolfhards line like; the feelings mutual." Sadie laughs

"That's our catchphrase." I chuckle remembering the time we've said that.

"Let's get to sleep." Maddie yawns

"Let's." I smile.

-
Next morning

Finnie❤️: good morning beautiful. Do you want to go on a date?

Me: of course finnie I would love to.

Finnie❤️: meet me at the waterfall at 6pm mills

Me: will do

Finn's POV
"I think I love her." I tell Noah

"How do you know?" He asks not believing me

"It's just wow even thinking about her makes me so happy inside. Well to start off I can't stop thinking about her man, she's always there and I love it. Whenever I go to bed she's the last thought I think of and when I wake up in the morning I want to cuddle her so badly, she's just so perfect Noah and also I smile a lot for no reason because I'm with her. Each time I speak to her I feel like my stomach is doing flips everywhere just wow I mean I've never felt this way before what should I do?" I express smiling because of her

"Wow man you really do love her. Wow. I think you should tell her like today." Noah smiles

"Today?" I asks shocked

"Yes." He sips his coffee

"No! No way!" I reply

"Tell her today or I tell her." Noah shrugs deviously

"I hate you." I say taking out my phone to text her

Me:good morning beautiful. Do you want to go on a date?

Mills❤️:Me: of course finnie I would love to.

Me:meet me at the waterfall at 6pm mills

Mills❤️: will do

Hopefully this goes well and I don't get rejected....