never say never

A N O T H E R C H A N C E

Finn's POV
"Uh Finn?" Sadie sink asks me walking into the drama room

"Yeah?" I ask out of breath still lying on the floor, grinning like an idiot

"Why are you like this?" She points her slender finger at me, laughing.

"I almost kissed Millie." I smile even more at the memory of looking at her lips

"WHAT?" She asks helping me up from the floor and sitting down on a seat

"We had to act as these two characters and we had to kiss at the end of the scene, but the bell rang so it didn't happen." My breathing calms down a bit but my heart is still beating majorly

"FILLIE!" She squeals making me blush

"Anyway are you going to the party tomorrow at Romeo's House?" I roll my eyes talking about Romeo Beckham, he makes me gag.

"Yes and so is Millie." She wiggles her eyebrows

"I don't think Millie really wants to talk to me, after the kiss almost happened she bolted out because she said she wanted to hang with Wyatt." I frown, hoping this situation didn't make us awkward but it obviously did.

"Ohhh that's awkward at least you haven't got friend zoned... yet." Sadie laughs making me lightly hit her in the arm.

"If you tell anyone of this conversation sink, I'll tell everyone you like Noah!" I shout seeing her eyes widen

"But Finn I don't even like Noah." She starts laughing.

"I know I just wanted to see your reaction but if you tell a single soul of this-"

"And you lying on the floor smiling like an idiot because you still like Millie. I get it, my mouth is zipped." She smiles standing up

"Alright sink I'll see you tomorrow." I smile hugging the girl briefly before walking out of the drama rooms.

Should I call Millie? Tell her sorry? But it wasn't my fault that stupid Miss Ryder picked that scene of all scenes. Let's be real Finn, Millie probably hates you now. Great, just great.

-
I lay in my bed at 4.30am because I can't sleep. Every time I close my eyes I just picture her lips, it's like life is taunting me that I'll never kiss Millie ever again.

I get out of bed and put shorts on, I tie bandages around my fists and take out my punching bag.

This is for looking beautiful.

I punch the bag as hard as possible.

This is for making me fall in love with you... again

Another punch fractures the bag.

And this is for making me want to kiss you every second of every day.

I punch the bag repeatedly, sweat rolling down my whole body. I punch and I keep punching until the bag ripped and all the insides spilled everywhere on my floor.

What are you doing to me?

-

I walk through the doors of the high school entrance with very dark bags underneath my eyes.

I get a couple of glances but I just decide to shrug it off.

I walk down the corridor filled with the sea of students and spot Millie at her locker talking to.

Wyatt.

Of course she was talking to Wyatt. The good guy. The funny guy. The best guy. The guy I'll never be, the guy he'll always be.

Wait a second.

Did they just...

Kiss?

Are you serious? Why has the universe just decided to fuck with me? First it takes Millie away from me. Second they bring her back and they just had to make her even more beautiful, I didn't even know that was possible. Third they make her date the good guy Wyatt and FOURTH it makes me almost kiss her, and sorry not to mention fifth they make me fall in love with her again. This sounds like a god damn TV show and I'm fucking sick of being played around with

I snap back into reality noticing the sharp pain I feel in my knuckles, I look down and they are pure white from how tight I clenched them, I relax my balled hand noticing the bruises I got just from hitting a stupid punching bag. It worried me that Wyatt might become that punching bag but I wouldn't do that, that's basically bullying and I hate bullies.

I take my vision away from my fists and notice everybody has went to their classes for first period.

I walk up the stairs to my first period class hoping she wouldn't be in it, but hoping she would be so I could stare at her beautiful face like a creep I know.

I walk through the door to my math class seeing Mr Keery has his feet up on his desk and everybody's talking.

I give him a look of bemusement which he just returns until her realised what I meant.

"Ohh, yeah Finn we aren't doing math today and plus you don't look like you're in the mood this morning either." Mr Keery gently smiles

"Thanks joe." I smile which he nods at, he lets his favourite pupils call him joe.

I take my seat by myself as usual and just get into a daze, with my arms crossed against my chest.

Should I go to the party tonight?

It's at that scumbags house, Romeo Beckham

I don't really kno-

BANG.

I snap out of my day dream to see that Noah has smacked my table, getting my attention. Sadie is behind him with her arms crossed.

"Yes you should go to the party tonight and here's why." Noah starts off like he read my mind.

"Noah why are you talking to me? You all hate me remember?" I look away

"Finn we don't hate you, we just are worried you're gonna do something stupid and hurt yourself." Noah frowns

"That's why we are giving you another chance." Sadie smiles getting my full attention

"WHAT? Really?" I give a toothy grin

"Yes" Noah smiles

"Thank you. Thank you, thank you so much!" I squeal like a child hugging them both.

"Calm down tiger, we got a party to plan." Sadie says like a badass, putting on her sunglasses and staring off into the distance.

"But Sadie we aren't the ones planning it." Noah interrupts her moment of fury

"Noah just give me this one moment."