Millie's POV
It was lunch now so I was walking over to the groups lunch table until I'm stopped by a very familiar blonde.
"Millie?" Iris Apatow asks me
"Iris?" I ask shocked she hasn't slapped me yet
"Oh my god Millie how are you?" She sweetly asks. Why is she being nice to me?
"Iris why are you being nice to me?" I ask confused
"Oh yeah I forgot to say sorry to you before you left, I was such a crazy bitch, really I wouldn't mind if you slapped me now. The day you left I started dating Jacob Sartorious and we have been together since. Once again Millie I'm so sorry I can't believe I liked Finn." She genuinely apologises
"Wow. It's fine I was a bitch too and I ship you with Jacob." I smile at the girl.
"This might sound weird but can I hug you?" She laughs embarrassed making me laugh
"Of course." I smile hugging the girl. Wow me and Iris are on good terms
I smile at the girl and say our goodbyes, then continue to walk to the lunch table to see everybody looking at me in bemusement
"What?" I ask confused at their reactions
"You just hugged Iris Apatow." Maddie reluctantly says as if she didn't believe it
"Yeah we're on good terms." I shrug
"Ok a lot of shocking things have happened today." Noah smiles making me laugh.
I notice everybody is here apart from Finn
"Where's Finn?" I ask drinking my water
"Already looking for lover boy?" Sadie smirks
"No! But where is he? He was fighting with you all this morning, then I asked him in Spanish and he said he would tell me later." I question
"Finn hasn't really been good friends with us ever since you left." Caleb starts off
"Yeahs he been acting like an ass hole! Drinking way too much, smoking a lot and making out with girls like a man whore." Gaten angrily says but it's muffled from the chocolate pudding he was devouring.
"Yeah he says it's to cope with the pain-" Sadie cuts herself off by putting her hand over her mouth.
"What?" I ask nudging her side
"I shouldn't have said that." She gasps
"Hey Millie." Wyatt says from behind me completely saving Sadie from my questioning.
"Hey wyatt! Take a seat." I usher him to sit beside me. I feel a stare burn right through me but I choose to ignore it.
We all just get to know Wyatt and he's really nice and kind and cute and handsome but not as handsome as- never mind.
Okay someone has been staring at me for what seems like forever. I look behind me and see Finn look away quickly. He's sitting at a table with Romeo Beckham, Ashley Stewart and two other people I don't know. He stands up from the table and walks away.
Should I stay or should I go?
He's not my boyfriend anymore but he's my friend I guess I should go check on him.
"Guys I'll be a second just going to the bathroom." I lie standing up and turning the same corner he did.
I see him slumped against the lockers with his face in his hands. What happened to him?
"Finn?" I softly ask trying to get his attention
Finn's POV
I can't seem to keep my eyes off of her she's just so beautiful and eye catching. She's sat at a table with everybody and Wyatt. She quickly turns around but I just look away as quickly as possible.
I need to get out of here. I stand up and walk out of the cafeteria no one bothering to follow, they don't care.
I slam my hand against the lockers making a loud banging noise. I place my back roughly against the lockers then slide down them and fall on the floor.
I just put my head in my hands. I'm gonna go crazy. Why is she in my mind so much? It hurts so bad. I know she's single but I don't deserve her, Wyatt does. I want what's best for her and I'm definitely not the answer to that.
I tug on my hair wanting to just get her out of my head already but too many memories are flooding in.
"It's just you could make so many other girls smile and laugh but why me?" She asks looking down.
"It's because mills I only want to make you smile, I only want to see your smile that makes my heart want to explode, I only want to make you laugh, I always want to hear that laugh that is like a symphony to my ears, Millie I would choose you over anyone because I-I uh love you Millie Bobby brown, I love you so, so much." I say almost crying because how much I love this girl
GET OUT OF MY HEAD! I tug harder
"Finn?" The small girl says softly. Of course the girl I want to get out of my head appears out of mid air
"Are you ok?" She asks sitting beside me
"Yeah just a bit stressed." I smile, my face flushed red out of anger
"Me too." She smiles resting her head on my shoulder, once again my pulse is starting to rise at the contact
"Why are you stressed?" I ask locking eyes with her
"I don't know because the group told me you smoked and drunk alcohol a lot while I was gone and it's worrying me." Of course they told her, she probably thinks I'm a drug attic
"It's true I did, I also acted like an asshole to them and pretty much became a man whore." I croak out.
A few moments of pure silence pass before she asks the same question everybody asks, the one I would usually get mad at the person for asking but I just can't get mad at her.
"Why?" She asks lifting her head off my shoulder looking me straight in they eyes
"I just chose the easy way." I say standing up, putting my hand out for her to take which she does, that little contact is enough to make sparks fly.
"Chose the easy way of what?" She curiously asks
"Nothing it doesn't matter." I reply looking away from the girl because I know if I looked into those brown eyes I will pour my thumping heart out.
"Ok I won't press you now but one day you have to tell me." She smiles making me let out a breath I didn't know I was holding in.
"Now go back to all of them they are probably getting worried." I say trying to get rid of the girl so I don't kiss her right then and there.
"Just apologise to all of them, trust me they aren't mad they're just worried because they love you wolfie." The nickname rolls off her tongue making me blush lightly
"Gotcha dork." I chuckle making her laugh and blush lightly as well.
"See ya in drama wolfhard." She smiles. Why is she so beautiful? Look at those eyes, I could stare at them forever.
"See ya in drama Brown." I grin before walking down the empty hallway to my next class.
Will I ever get you out of my head Millie Bobby Brown?
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