BTS Jungkook x reader

Chapter42: until i see you.

Jungkook's POV..

It's been almost two weeks since we talked on the phone for the first time.

We haven't called each other ever since but we texted quite often.

I really wanted to call her and hear her voice talking to me and complaining about uni like she did a few times over text.

But i know that if i did, I'll only miss her more and would want to see her more. And since I'm controlling that so well now, I don't wanna lose control over these weird feelings and let them out unintentionally.

Our tour started off in seoul and now we're in santiago chile.

Y/n's second semester started too.

Our roles switched suddenly, she's really busy now and barely has time to do anything other than studying, homework, and projects.

I seem to have more free time than she does, which is really surprising.

While touring, the only time we're 'busy' is when we're performing or rehearsing for the performances.

It's so an indescribable feeling to see people who support you and love you for what you love to do without even knowing you personally and probably not even seeing you face to face.

Having the chance to perform for them, see them and trying to memorize as many of them as i can by look into their beautiful loving eyes that hold so much love for us.

That's what always makes me wanna do my best no matter what.

I have to show them the best thing they'll ever see because i want their experience to be unforgettable for them and for us too.

I really cherish my free time since i rarely get any.

So it's been years since i felt boredom that lasted for more than an hour, it just feels kinda foreign to me.

I text y/n whenever i think would be a good time for her and so there's more chance she'll reply sooner.

Most of the time she replies hours later apologizing for not texting back sooner because she was getting things done.

Right now I'm sitting in my hotel room bobbing my head as i listen to music.

We finished our first show in chile last night. The guys are in their rooms doing their own thing until it's time for rehearsal for our second show today.

It seems that the more i have spare time the more i keep thinking about the time i had spend with y/n in her hotel room in busan because we non of us could get out considering the crowd that gathered upon seeing pictures and rumors.

We had to stay for a little more than a day in that 300 something square feet room.

I remember getting that weird feeling in my stomach for the first time.

Until now, I don't know exactly what it was but it felt pleasant somehow.

I still feel that when i talk to her.

Especially that time we talked on the phone, it's like my stomach had fireworks in it.

Is that what people call butterflies?

It didn't feel like butterflies though, it felt like something a bit stronger.

I've never had a butterfly in my stomach, how would I know.

I can't seem to stop thinking about her and the time we spend together.

At the time we would say we 'had' to spend time together.