BTS Jungkook x reader

Chapter19: stay.

Y/n POV..

"Umm.. why-... I-" I suddenly got so shy i forgot how to speak, I didn't even know why I stopped him from leaving.

He turned around to fully face me with his back on the door like he's waiting for me to speak.

" umm do you.. want something?" He asked after a few minutes of silently waiting for me to utter something.

I didn't even know the answer to that question, I'm asking myself the same thing too.
Why the hell would i stop him from finally leaving, we've both been stuck here for 24-hours, now that he has the chance to take off, i stop him. I didn't even mean to do that.

Maybe it's because I don't want to be alone, maybe it's because I regret traveling alone in the first place after all that happened.

Maybe it's because I can't do this alone, I thought i could have fun alone and have a break time from everything and everyone.
But the time I have spend with jungkook the past 24-hours proved me wrong.
It's not fun being alone for a long time, at least for me, I'm experiencing new things and seeing new things and i want someone to share it with.

Daehyun.

He didn't call, what if he's not coming?
I'll definitely go back if he's not coming, now that i realize that I don't work well alone.
I don't know if am happy knowing that or not.
Imagine how fun it'll be if I could hangout here with daehyun, he knows the city really well since he's from busan.
What if jungkook happens to be there to, i believe in miracles.

Maybe it's all of the above.

I sighed "can you please..." I stopped as soon as I realized what i was about to say. Can you please stay?
Really?
I sound so pitiful.
He tilted his head in what seems like a gesture of anticipation for what I'm gonna reply with.

"I mean.. thank you" i smiled awkwardly.

He smiled, like he knew that that wasn't what i was about to say a second ago.

"You're welcome" he said but still stood there he didn't leave.

"I should be thanking you too" he said smiling politely.

" can you.. umm do me a favor?" I said suddenly without thinking.

He looked questioningly with furrowed brows.

"I.. how can i say that?" I mumbled to myself.

Might as well just say it now, there's no use lying or laughing it off now.

"I don't want to be alone" i let out and took a deep breath immediately after.

He slowly raised his previously furrowed brows as he absorbed my words.

I couldn't identify his facial expression. So i just stayed quiet.
The more time passed the more i wish I hadn't said anything and just let him go.
But it's too late now.
He already thinks I'm a clingy weirdo.
I hung my head low.

"I don't know what I'm supposed to do" he mumbled after a while, it sounded more like a question.

I want to be buried under ground right now.
"You should go" i said certainly as i looked up trying to meet his eyes to look less awkward.

"Umm.." he blinked at me unsure of what to do next.

"It's okay i can deal with it" not so sure if that was true.
Thinking about it is making me pessimistic and almost tearing up.

I waved at him with a forced smile on my face.

He didn't seem to move or indicate that he's leaving.

I put my hand back down to my side as the smile slowly perished from my face.

"Come on let's go" he said after what felt like hours of silence.

"Huh?" I stupidly let out.

"I'll take you somewhere nice... as a thank you" he suggested with a small smile on his face.

I immediately thought of how bad this can be.

He wants to walk with me in public again after what happened?
He must be so assured and confident about this or he's dumb.
He doesn't look like he's doubting or rethinking what he said.

Can i even trust him?
Ugh, why did i even say anything in the first place?
What if he takes me to a deserted area and leaves me there, or worse, kill me or beat me up.

I immediately shook my head "no it's fine you can go, thank you" I unintentionally spoke a little faster that usual.

He chuckled "why not? You'll enjoy it I promise".

Crap.
Can't he get it and just leave?
It's my fault I stopped him in the first place.

"It's close by, we'll be fine, no one's gonna see me" he went on.

That's not the only thing I'm worried about, even though I've had a few conversations with him and spend a lot of time with him alone, but I don't trust people easily.

"Don't tell me you're.." he paused with a playful teasing smile.

I snapped my eyes to him "..you're thinking I'm gonna murder you or something" he more stated than asked on the verge of laughing.

I averted my eyes away from him embarrassed.
I can't be blamed for thinking the worse but i feel really flustered now that he said it out loud.

"It's okay if you don't wanna to, i just thought I'll do you a favor since you don't wanna be alone and you haven't gone anywhere yet" he said it with no cockiness at all.

Then it dawned on me.
It's true, I didn't want to be left alone.
Especially since I'm a shy person and it's hard for me to make friends so easily, and talk to strangers so securely.

Whenever i didn't respond to him I'm thinking.
But he keeps trying to convince me.

Until "fine I'll go"
I got my purse and slipped my shoes on and wore my jacket.

I don't even know why he's so determined on taking me to wherever he's taking me.
I'm not complaining but I'm still a little unsure.

To be continued..

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