Walking Sins (BoyxBoy)

Beat Down

Ok it's been a while but I'm here with a new chapter.
Erik^^

"I want to break up."

Allison's eyes widened, filling with tears and I held back from screaming 'JUST KIDDING!'. I saw her mouth open and close - not in an appauled, gaping fish way - but in a confused and shocked 'did not see this coming way'.

"W-why?" she looked down, a tear dribbling down her cheek that she hastily wiped away. "D-did I do something wrong?" I felt my heart clench, all the fibres of my being wanted to reach out and grab her, but I couldn't; knew that if I backed out now I would only be stuck with this for who knows how much longer.

"N-No! You're fine- you didn't do anything wrong, it's just.." I trailed off. This was the part I was dreading, the lie I had yet to construct. I was hoping it would have come to me by now, but it hadn't. It was in my brain somewhere, but it was deep deep down.

Cassandra Margrethe Hobbs, please help me next time.

Allison's eyes widened even more, her face nudging closer as she lowered her voice. On second thought, I probably shouldn't have done this at school.

"Is it because I won't have sex with you?"

"N-" I cut myself off, sighing. It wasn't the issue at hand, and hopefully after this it never would be. I didn't want to be with Allison. I couldn't be. And even if I decided that I could be straight once more, it couldn't work with Allison; not when I had made out with her brother. Something in my head clicked and I realized I could use this. I could be the heinous, horny pig and Allison can be the innocent female love interest.

"You pig!" She whisper shouted. I frowned, then came to the conclusion that my indecision had inadvertently given Allison the answer.

I pressed my lips together. Go time! "Well, it's just- I have needs that need to be met."

"You're a disgusting, horrible, filthy person!"

I tried to ignore the looks I was being given, the ones that held like-minded opinions and the ones that were plain confused. I sighed and shrugged, "Can we still be friends?" I asked hopefully. I did want to be her friend, new we could be great at it, but I had probably just screwed up any chances of that. I wanted to slap myself for the first time in my life.

Unlucky for me, Allison beat me to it. The left side of my face throbbed and I held back the shout of pain I wanted to let out. Who knew where she kept that strength, but it certainly took me by surprise. The guys in the movies certainly took it better than how I wanted to - maybe that nonchalant way of reacting was what got them there in the first place; who knew?

Allison's form grew smaller and smaller as she stormed off. I stared after her, wondering how much I had messed up this time.

I heard laughter behind me. "Hey, Justin!" I turned slowly, eyes spying Dave and his group of sport pals. "You tap that or what? Hell, I woulda stayed around a long time to get a piece of that ass!" Him and his buddies snickered like a group of animals with their tamer. I glared as fiercely as I could, surprising myself when it shocks him.

"Shut the fuck up, Dave."

"Hey get your head out of your ass, you're no better than the rest of us, you know,"

I rolled my eyes, sticking my finger up at him.

"Ooohhh I'm so scared!" He shook his hands, unknowingly making himself look like more of a jackass than already possible. "Great final words you manwhore."