Rebecca POV
“I’m not the only one needing to make a choice. I’m not the only one playing two boys Rebecca. Look at yourself. Ashton is my best friend. Don’t even think of breaking either of their hearts”
Her words burned through my veins. My whole body was on fire from realisation, hurt and confusion.
Did my best friend just say those words to me? Truth is she did. I walked towards the door my hand tempted to open the door but it froze when it touched the handle. I loud sob escaped my lips as the tears finally showed themselves. I fell to the floor with my back pressed against the door.
I’ve lost her. I’ve lost the Sophie I used to know.
Half of my mind continued to remind me until I was at a point where I could have gone mad.
The other half repeated her words about Ashton. What did she mean, playing with two boys? Ashton was a friend right? And don’t get me started on Niall, I haven’t spoken to him properly since the kiss and it’s driving my insane on top of all this.
Wow everything really is a mess.
I sniffled loudly to stop myself from crying anymore when I heard footsteps pass. Once the footsteps had passed I grabbed my phone, fumbling with the lock getting it wrong multiple times. When the low battery notification popped up, I practically screamed in pain at it tossing it at the hotel wall that I felt was caving in on me.
I need to speak to someone. Anyone. Grace.
When her name came to mind I leaped up and ran out the room. I had invited her to the party last night and she had the spare room, we all shared a whole floor of rooms which shared a kitchen and living room. I quickly ran to the door at the end of the hall and turned the handle. Locked. I thought of all the possible places she could be. Luke’s room. I ran there and prayed he wasn’t there even though it is his room. I knocked and luckily Grace answered with her wide smile.
Her smile soon dropped when she made eye contact with me. “Okay you’re coming with me and you need to spill.” She demanded taking my wrist and dragging me back to my room. I was wondering what she was doing there and if Luke would mind. “I’ll text Luke don’t you worry bout him” she said reading my thoughts.
She made me sit on my bed, which was a mess, and say everything that has happened since I’ve been away from Wolverhampton.
“…I saw them sneak off from the pool, clearly drunk, and I could tell what was going to happen but I didn’t move! It’s all my fault I should have spoken up I should have told them what they were doing is going to mess up everything! Then today I went to get some tablets from Harry’s room and found them together. I completely lost it and then she came to my room and we argued amd she told me that she doesn’t regret it and that I cant say anything because apparently I’m playing with Ashton and Niall and then and and...” I was full on crying in her arms now. My eyes sore, my throat throbbing and my body numb.
If I don’t do something everything’s going to blow up in my face, but what do I do?
