Niall’s POV
Becky left a week ago and I honestly am dying to see her. She just disappeared on all of us without a good bye and it kills. I don’t know if she’s safe, how her revisions going, how things are back at home. I would do anything to share one last kiss before she leaves again for her 6 weeks. She left 4 weeks early and now I have 10 weeks without her. Well 9 now as 1 week has passed.
I found out about the incident with the book and Sophie but it doesn’t make sense. Sophie said Rebecca felt as though she were in everyone’s way and that there was no point of her being there when all she was going to do is get angry and stressed with everyone.
I felt bad that Rebecca felt this way, felt that she was in everyone’s way. I should have stopped her from leaving but I had no idea of her intentions, it was only 10 minutes before that we were sat together and I could tell something was bothering her. If only I knew. I should have asked but I didn’t want to make her feel like she had to tell me everything.
We were on our way to Ireland and I got to go home and visit my family. The thought of seeing them diverted my thoughts away from Becca for a while but it didn’t take long before I was thinking of how she’d be curled up to me on the flight. Rebecca had never been abroad, hell she hadn’t been far from Wolverhampton, so I wanted to make her first flight special. Her first flight would have been to Ireland and she could have met my family and it would have been all about her and me.
We don’t always get what we want though do we.
I sighed and played with the handle of my suitcase, my cap pulled down blocking out my view of the paps and hopefully hiding their view of miserable me. I saw the boys and Sophie from the corner of my eye, all hanging around by the crew. Allowing a sigh to escape my lips, I walked over to them, trying my best to seem happy when I was far from it.
“Where’s Rebecca?” “What happened to Miss lover girl?” “Is Niall single again?”
All these questions caught my attention and it wound me up. I didn’t have to be with her 24/7. A hand was placed on my shoulder as my eyes looked towards the hand and up to Sophie. “Cheer up” Her voice shared the same sadness in which I felt.
“Could ask you the same question” My attempt to lighten the mood failed causing us both to sigh. “I just don’t get it? There’s something I’m missing here, she would at least say good bye if it was just that, wouldn’t she?”
Then I saw it. Something in Sophie’s eyes telling me that there was something I was missing. “There’s something you’re not telling me and I know it.”
“N-No...”
“Don’t lie to me. Whatever it is spit it out.” I snapped, not meaning to be hurtful but I was angry she’d keep something from me.
“Y-you’ll find out”
“What?”
But she never got to answer me as our flight was called up. Sophie rushed off towards Calum’s side, avoiding Liam’s attempt in speaking to her. So much was going on but I was so clueless. Had I really been pushed out of all of these secrets?
I was driving myself insane from all this thinking. My mind was full of unanswered question and the lack of sleep during our flight made me look as insane as I felt.
Grace was curled up with Luke, sleeping close to him, Michael and Sophie were sat next to each other seeming friendly, Liam was texting someone with a smile on his face, Zayn was talking to Perrie, Ashton and Calum were messing around, Harry seemed fine enough when he was with Louis and I was sat sulking because Rebecca disappeared on me.
Everyone was happy except me.
