Sophie POV
We finally arrived at the hotel at roughly 8pm after countless stops for people to use the toilet, purchase food and to fill the tour bus up with petrol. Our luggage was carried up the stairs by members of hotel staff as we slowly made our way up the lift to the floor we had booked up for the twelve of us – minus the crew.
Michael’s arm was slung over my shoulder as he spoke to Niall, laughing about something that most likely wasn’t remotely funny. My hand laced with his hand that was over my shoulder as I spoke to Rebecca who was walking beside me.
“Uh… There’s a problem” Paul said as he stepped out of one of the rooms. I raised an eyebrow looking confused.
“And that is…” I say softly leaning into Michael’s side, smiling softly at the warmth radiating off of his body – which was surprising in the cold of Glasgow.
“There’s not enough rooms for you all… All of us crew are joined up with each other… You’re going to have to separate into three’s…” He says softly as I look up at Michael. “We all have pairs though…”
“We know… two pairs will need to split up” He says looking at the various pairs.
Liam holds his hands up sighing. “I’ll be a man and step up to pair off with Zayn and Louis” He nods as Paul smiles nodding.
“I’ll go with Becky and Niall” Ash nods as Calum steps over to Grace and Luke. Harry looks at me and Michael. The only pair without a third person.
“I guess I’m with these guys” He mumbles as I bite my lip gently.
“I guess that’s sorted then!” Paul smiles as we nod, finally moving our luggage into the bedrooms we were in. I place my handbag on the bed, giving Michael an answer to his comment about ‘going down to get some things from the hotel shop’.
Thinking there was nobody in the room – and that Harry was in the bathroom still – I pulled my tshirt over my head, throwing it onto the bed as I grab a bikini top, slipping my bra off before hearing a short ‘shit sorry!’.
I quickly turn around, seeing Harry stood staring at me. “I uh- I forgot you were in here” I say softly biting my lip as I quickly pull the bikini top on, walking over to the bathroom, bumping into Harry accidently and hitting the wall, his body in front of mine, looking down at me.
To say he was beautiful was an understatement. He really was but I had Michael.
Why was I doing this to myself? I couldn’t keep getting into situations like this.
My eyes met the green ones towering over me. Michael wasn’t quite this tall. I probably came to his neck, coming to Harry’s chest. I tried to speak, words not being able to form in my throat.
“All I ever wanted was to be somebody to you Sophie… I mean, you’re beautiful” He whispered softly touching my cheek – which I leant into. “Everything about you… Everybody’s found somebody. You think you have… But, have you really? Is he really what you want?” He says softly as I nod gently, not looking quite sure.
Butterflies always flew around Harry. “I-Yes… H-He is…” I whisper trying to look away but his fingers were too quick, pulling my chin back up to look into his eyes.
“Is he really though? Have you never thought that perhaps he really wasn’t and you were jumping into it too quickly?” He says softly as I gasp for air silently, looking deep into his eyes.
That’s when I realised how close his face was to mine.
“You’re flawless Sophie” He whispered as I bit my lip gently. I couldn’t do this. Why was I doing this? His lips began slowly inching towards mine before slowly touching mine. I was shocked, scared and quite frankly confused.
My lips didn’t pull away, simply kissing back for a moment before realising what I was doing, pushing him away.
“Harry… I can’t do that… Not to Michael… No…” I say running a hand through my hair slowly as I shake my head gently.
“You stuttered when I asked you is you really want him.” He states clearly. I look down. I had. I didn’t know why. He was what I wanted… wasn’t he?
The key was placed into the keyhole as I made my way back to my case quickly, pulling on my bikini bottoms and a dress to cover it.
Michael walked in as I put on the most genuine fake smile I could. “I’m going to the pool with Becky… I shouldn’t be too long… Don’t wait up okay?” I smile touching Michael’s cheek before he nods, pulling me into a tight hug, whispering how much he loves me in my ear as my eyes focused on Harry watching us.
He knew I wasn’t 100%.
He was using it against me.
I kissed his cheek, making my way to the door looking at Harry before looking down again.
Was I really doing this to myself again?
This time I was in deeper.
Deeper than I had been with him before.
