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Chapter 21: The Truth Hurts

I sat there for a bit 'what?' I asked him

'I'm so sorry, but I dont feel about you the same way, im so sorry' He said not even looking at me

At this point I thought that he was joking, but then i looked at his expression and he was serious.

'Why would you ask to hang out with you?' I said tearfully

'I didn't think it would be right to tell you over Facebook!' he said looking at me as hold back tears

'Well, right now, that what I would of prefered!' I said standing up and walking a way. I stopped walking and turned around 'Thanks, thanks for making this the worse day of my life, is that what you wanted to do? I said then started to walk again

'No! Its not, this is what I wanted to do...' He said walking towards me as he was talking. When he finished talking, he was next to me

I turned around,  with tears running down my face, he stepped closer and kissed me on the lips. Right now, confusion was running through me, he said he didn't feel the same way and now hes kissing me! The kiss lasted about 6 or 7 seconds, I was thinking about all the bad things and didn't realize what was happening in front of me, he let go and turned around so his back was facing me, he stood there for a bit and turned back around, he looked at me, my face having confusion all over it, I bite the side of my lip, realizing again how good that kiss was.

'What?  What was that about?' I said as he looked at me

'The truth is I like you Rose!  There I said it, I have since primary!' he admitted

My eyes widened 'Then why did you tell me that you didn't?' I asked him stepping closer to him

'Because I was try to push you way..' he started

'Why?' I said wiping away the tears that were slowly streaming down my face

'Becuase, I'm not a good guy, I mean, I have been in trouble with the police before because of shoplifting,  I have been with loads of girls, I stopped counting after 15, but I always loved you, but I'm not good for you.' he said, as he started to walk towards the swings again

'What do you mean, shoplifting? Did you steal any thing?' I said following him

'No, well, i kind of involved, I helped distract the store manager, but I didn't take anything, I hung with the wrong crowd i guess,'

My eyes widened,  I didn't know about this, I didn't know about his past.

'Who?' i asked, getting curious

'No, I cant say, sorry!' he replied

I nodded my head understanding where he was coming from.

'Have you ever told anyone?' I asked him

'No, I would get sh't for it, its a part of my past I dont want to share with the world..' he said slowly shaking his head 'I cant be with you, just forget about that kiss, I shouldnt of done it in the first place' he said ' Sorry!'

'What? That was my first kiss, I'm not going to just forget what just happen!' I said standing up

'Well, I am!' he said

'Oh so that's your cover story! One moment we are kissing and you end up telling me about your past and the next minute you act as if it all never happened!' I said then walking off

'See, I'm already hurting you and we're not even going out! he shouted

I continued walking to the end of the park, I opened the gate, not looking back for a second. I continue walking along the path, I crossed the road with out looking left and right...