Through the eyes of love (COMPLETED)

Chapter 24

"You remember"
I look at him and I nod. He hugged me as tight as he could, I wrapped my arms around his waist and laid my head against his chest like I didn't want to let go. He rest his head against mine and we both closed our eyes. We remained like this for what it seemed an eternity. But then I pushed him away.
"What is wrong princess?" He said as he said in a worried tone
"You. You did it. You did that to me"
He was confused
"I did what?" He spoke in a very soft and sadden tone
"You left me. You ran away from me. How could you?" I shook my head and starting to laugh but it was a laugh filled with disappointment
"I am sorry" He looked down
"Sorry? SORRY?! You realize that I almost kill myself because of you?" I started to feel my eyes watery recalling that day. Jungkook came and tried to hug me again but "go away"
"But y/n!!"
"OUT!!!!!!" I said as I tried to control my tears. He turned around and made his way out and when I thought he was out, I poured my feelings with tears but then
"No! I am going no where!" He said firmly and I got a little scared
"I already lost you once. It won't happen again"
I gulped.

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Flashback

"Y/n, I-I lov..."
I kissed him. Omg my first kiss!!! We both blushed a lot
"I love you too Jungkookie"
"I need to tell you something y/n"
I nodded and waited for him to speak while holding hands
"I am moving to another country. South Korea"
My smile faded, my hand stopped holding his and my heart skipped a beat. I shook my head
"Please tell me it was a very bad joke"
He looked down and that's when I knew that he was being serious
"How could you? How can you? How dare you?"
He didn't say a word
"ANSWER ME!!!!"
"I just..."
"You just what? You just love playing with my feelings? You know how special you were to me, you know you were my first kiss and you just walk away. Unbelievable"
"I 'was' special?"
"Yes. Not anymore"
"What do you mean?"
"It means we are over Jeon Jungkook"
"What? Y/n let me explain"
"Explain what there is nothing to explain"
"Please"
"Fine"
"I am moving due to my dad's job. I begged him to stay but he refused. He said I need to go because he has 'great plans' for me. But y/n please give me a chance to be with you. It is going to be a long distance relationship, we can make it work princess"
I blushed and I smiled to him "fine" I pouted and hugged him "sorry for being so paranoiac"
"It is okay. I am leaving tomorrow. My parents told me today about this whole situation"
I started to cry
"Don't cry baby"
"I am going to miss you so much"
I hugged him, I gave him a kiss and I let him go.

3 months passed by and we called each other often; it was a pretty good and normal long distance relationship to be honest. But things started to get weird; he never answered my calls, texts, nothing. And one day, one goddamnit day I was chilling at my living room reading a book when something inside me told me to watch the news so I did. I turned the TV on and what I saw left me in complete shock

"We have wedding news"
I was looking very closely. I was intrigued to know who was going to get married
"Jeon Jungkook the hair of Mr. Jeon from JJK Entertainment is getting married to Kim Yerim (Yeri). They are a young, fresh couple and we are very happy for these two love birds! The wedding is taking place in one month so..."
I shut the TV and I remained still, I wasn't crying, I wasn't blinking and I wasn't breathing; you could say I looked dead. I was actually, I was crushed; devastated. How could he do this to me?! I know Jungkook is older than me but still, he is very young to get married. And you know what's worse than him marrying this girl? That I gave him an opportunity but he threw it away, he crushed, he chew it and spit it up right upon my face.

2 weeks went by and I'd already lost 15 pounds. I ate nothing, I did nothing, I just spent my days thinking, self pitying; I was a mess.

I was asleep and I suddenly I listen to my ringtone. I woke up and I saw his number. I declined the call and I couldn't sleep so to calm myself down, I checked my instagram and I saw this