My Muse || Sope

-Fifteen-

I wiped away my remaining tears, splashing some water on my face. Pulling my sleeves down to hide the scratch marks, I exited the bathroom, and Hoseok still sat at my table, and I couldn't help but notice a single tear on his tanned skin. I cleared my throat. "You can leave now."

He looked at me, his bloodshot eyes blinking a couple of times. "W-what? Yoongi please..." He stood up from the table and took a few steps towards me.

"Well, apparently I'm a shitty human being so, living up to my reputation, I'm telling you to leave."

More tears fell from his eyes as he shook his head rapidly. "Please, Yoongi. I didn't mean it, I was angry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for saying you're not a decent human being, because you are. God, Min Yoongi, you are such an incredible person. You absolutely captivate me." He put a hand softly on my cut cheek. Normally, I would move away from the contact, but his skin felt nice on mine. It was warm and comforting. He had sincerity in his eyes. "You have to understand, Jungkook has stuck with me for years. He was there when my dad pretty much disowned me for wanting to be a dancer. He was with me when I-" he took in a deep breath before releasing it. "He was with me when I was raped."

My eyes shot up, meeting his warm ones. "Y-you were raped?"

He nodded, averting his eyes from mine. "It happened about two years ago. I was drunk and at a party. He spiked my drink. It's okay now. He's in jail."

I nodded, pursing my lips. His hand was still on my cheek, his thumb stroking my skin softly. I knew deep down what I wanted to do. The moment felt right. I closed my eyes for a long second before opening them, meeting his chocolate eyes once more. I snaked a hand onto the back of his neck before placing my lips gently on his.

He didn't respond at first. I could taste the saltiness of our tears blending together. I pulled away, feeling self-conscious since he didn't kiss me back. I was taking my hand off of his neck when his hands found my waist. He pressed our lips back together. As always, they molded together perfectly. He tasted sweet, like honey, and it was intoxicating. Like a drug. I pulled him closer to me, if possible, wanting to taste even more of him. He walked forwards a few steps until my back collided with a wall. The collision made me gasp slightly, allowing him to slip his tongue in. I could feel the saliva dripping from our chins as our tongues fought for dominance. He pressed in even closer until our teeth grinded against each other.

After another minute, he pulled away, a string of saliva connecting our lips. We were both panting. I wiped the saliva off of us, without taking away the intense eye contact with Hoseok.

Suddenly, he leaned his forehead against mine, his hot breath hitting my skin. "I would like to take you on an actual date, if you'll allow me."

My heart fluttered inside of my chest. I knew we had some rough moments already, but I couldn't hold it in anymore how much I enjoyed being around Hoseok. His smile alone can light up my whole word. He's my sunshine.

"I-I would like that very much, Hoseokie."

There it is again. That smile. My God, that smile could cure cancer. "Great! I can pick you up tonight, maybe around 8? Just grab a simple dinner?"

I smiled genuinely for the first time in a while. "I'm looking forward to it."

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Short chapter because the last two days have been my worst days in a while, so I haven't had much energy or inspiration to write.

Next chapter will be their OFFICIAL first date. 🎉