Spoken Word Poetry Compilation

Entry #44

"L.E.O"

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I thought that you are the one
The one who will love me to the moon and back
The one who will let me walk in the aisle
The one who will give me the everlasting love
I missed your OA reaction

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Those gestures that shows your affection
Those corny joke
And that rossy cheek when I poke

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We use to be together
We cherish every laughter
I thought it's gonna be forever
But it end up in disaster

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My love for you is unsinkable
But I let myself to be vulnerable
Until for you I become invisible
Co'z your love for me is unreliable

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I treat you as my king
I praise you as my highness
I put you on my priority
I let you to become a part of me

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All I wanted is for you to stay
But you still moved away
Loving you is not that easy
Co'z you don't have the act of courtesy

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For you every girl is just a trophy
And knowing that we really don't have a love story
Co'z what we have i just another tragic story
I maybe act desperately

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Co'z that's make me crazy
When you said lets just be happy seperately
That time I ask you
How? How can I do that?

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If you're already my smile, my happiness, my world and my life
And what you've said is "you need to co'z I'm not the one for you"

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Those word strike me inside
Slowly killing me
But I don't stop loving you
Instead I chased you

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I remember that cloudy night
I was so horrify seing you holding her tight
Slowly fading the idea of Mr. Right
Tears run out of my eyes
Indicate that I'm damage inside

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That's make me realize
That our relationship is already stigmatize
My mind become paralyze
Knowing that I was mystify

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I hate that I wanted you
I hate that I'm missing you
I regret that my heart fall for you
Even now I know that I'm not for you

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Yes, I'm still holding on your vow
Wishing that you will appear right now
And now I become sallow
Because of the present of your hollow

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Yes, you was the apple of my eyes
But you treat me a garbage like
But now I'm done

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Done of being a foolish one
Done on dealing with a toxic like you
You said I'm self centered
Maybe because I treat you and me as one
But I wasted my time co'z you're the greatest mistake of my life

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I wish I'm able to forget
In just a snap of my finger
Co'z for you I'm now a stranger
Someday I will stand in front of you
Showing you that I become a masterpiece
After you broke me into a thousand pieces
I'll make you regret for letting go of a diamond like me
Just wait until I picked up those shattered pieces
I'll show you that I become better even without you
Co'z that girl so fragile before
Is now stronger that stone
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-Jade Marrianne Tabulao