bts one shots ✓ [closed]

#84 | kth

[ based on Undelivered Truth by BTS ]

He cried in the corner of the lonely room, illuminated by the sunlight peeking through the small window.

It's exactly four years ever since the day he last saw you.

The truth set you apart.

Chained in the sandcastle of untold feelings, trapped in deep remorse, drowning, wishing, if only.

He wished he could tell you.

But he was too afraid.

Too weak to take off the mask he has been wearing.

The only thing he could do was watch you. Blooming bright in the lonely garden.

When you were still in my arms,
If just a little,
If just that much,
I had stood courageously in front of you..
Maybe everything would be different now. Maybe I'd be holding you close.

There's no name that you can call me, you're gone.

But I still want you.
(istg i frikin love that line)

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You walked out of the airport, brushing off the memories that had just gone through your head. A scene played in your mind. 

The last time you went to this airport, you had a very very heavy heart.
Thankfully, this time, you feel renewed and freshened up from your 4-year vacation and working at another country.

The cold air of Seoul brushed against your bare face as you twirled with a luggage in another hand.

"Ahh, Seoul. My city of many memories," you breathed deeply and smiled.

You decided to walk around for a while not minding the heavy load you're carrying.

Dragging your trolley bag, you crossed the street and on the other side, a park sitting along Han River gave you so much to remember again.

A scene flashed before your eyes.

Kissing your hand, he stared deep into your eyes. A smile formed on his lips, making you smile back, but a tear escaped your eye, surprising the man.

"I'm sorry for not being good enough..", you said. Little did you know, he was about to confess. You took your trembling hand away, as you slowly turned your heel, and ran away to God knows where.

He stood there, dumbfounded. A few more minutes passed, and he realized his mistake. He hurt your feelings, but what hurts more? He couldn't even love you back anymore. By that time, he wasn't sure about his feelings, he didn't want to go in an unsure relationship, much less hurting you. He was too late. Too late to realize what his heart had been telling him.

You confessed to him, a week ago. But you were rejected. You tried to keep it cool between the two of you, but when he just makes you feel special despite saying that he only loves you as a friend, it hurts more. You didn't want to expect and wait on nothing. Maybe distance would work best.