Another Disappointment

chapter twenty-four

Another boring chapter :( 🙃

The sound of the well built chocolate man, groans, and inaudible curse words filled my wireless headphones, the man body trembled slightly as the brown skin woman slid her tongue against his hard shaft.

My face twisted in disgust at the sight of her sucking his hard penis. His groans grew heavier when she began to slide his entire dick into her mouth.

I gagged for her, "Fuck that." I shook my head looking away from my phone disgusted. Her gagging noises made me me gag, hearing the disgusting sound.

I wiggled it off feeling uncomfortable chills run down my spine.

"Rylee!"

Not able to exit out the window in time I quickly locked my phone after pausing the video.

"Fuck" I mumbled noticing the  description of the video was visible on my home screen. Leo bathroom bathroom door creeped open allowing his sexy face to be visible.

"The girls are ready." He informed me.

"I'm coming." I said sliding my headphones out my ear and standing up off the edge of the jacuzzi tub.

No matter how much I tried I couldn't bring myself to perform oral on Leo. I did my research and mostly every damn man in America says oral is necessary during sex.

If he didn't get it from me I knew there was a chance he would find another woman to, no matter how many times he tired to reassure me it was fine.

My man is amazing. His a great dad, provider, protector, and lover. And he deserves everything in this world but I can't give him that if I keep holding back.

Sitting in the truck. I strolled through my memories on Snapchat. Pictures and videos of Mason and I popped up.

I clicked on a video reliving the day we went and saw Acrimony together. Sadness washed over me watching another video of the two of us.

Leo noticed my negative mood, "Bae." Following his voice I glanced up at him knowing my eyes were watery with tears that wanted to escape.

"We could of stayed home if you weren't ready to come out yet." He spoke lowly so the excited girls couldn't hear our conversation.

"I'm fine." I mumbled staring out the window pulling myself out my feelings.

At the arcade I wasn't in the mood. I was already down by now being surrounded with bought my mood down even more.

"I should of stayed home." I mumbled looking at the unblock button under Madison's number fighting myself from unblocking her.

Its been a month since I ended the friendships with my two childhood best friends, and I thought I was over it but clearly I wasn't.

Leo and the girls came back to the booth talking amongst each other after playing the arcade games for the past hour. Mariah was now holding a pony stuffed animal, she won at the crane machine. And Ryann was eating a bag of cotton candy she bought with her tickets.

I tuned them out drowning in my personal thoughts that never seemed to end. Every time something goes right in my life, negatively always has to rain on my two minute parade.