Elle's POV
Nothing's gonna beat on the view of seeing your children happy and well. And of course, the love of your life. It's been more than a year since we reconcile and everything was running smoothly. Well, I hope so.
Even both of them are so busy with their own lives, they still find time to bond. While Em had been very very busy with her career, Pj started to train for baseball. Halos hindi na sila magkita araw-araw but they make sure to call each other. Seb bought them phones on their own so as for them to be reached any time.
Sadly, I resigned in my good office to take care of the family I dreamt off. It was such a hard decision but I need to let go of that company so I can be with my family. It's really a bad timing because Kate resigned at the same time too. It's just my boss is a blessing that his heart was too willing to let everyone in his company grow even outside WorkBox.
So for almost a year, I have been a full time mother and wife. I see to it to take good care of the twins, Em's flourishing career and Pj's studies plus his athletic activities too.
Seb had been recovering, he was actually attending some meetings but he is still not yet fully functional. He sends someone in the office and sends him the what happen in that whole day. I forbid him to be overworked.
Seb's parents were also so supportive of us. They often visit us to check on us. His mom is amazing, she taught me how to cook some of Seb's favorite dishes that turned out to be my kid's favorites too.
Right now I'm here in the kitchen, making cookies for everybody because finally, after two weeks,ngayon na lamang ulit kami mabubuo. But even how long the wait is, I am so happy my children were here still very comfortable with each other.
"Mahal ko, your phone is ringing."
"Ay okay, please continue mixing this until I finish the phone call."
This man, all his actions makes me fall inlove with him so much, it's just that,..
Dad Ph Calling...
"Hi Dad! I missed you. How are you and Mom?"
"I called because I wanted to hear when are you going to get married."
"Dad, why am I hearing this again?"
"Because I am not hearing answers from you."
"Dad, I thought I've explained this to you already, please Dad."
"Answer me. WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO GET MARRIED??"
"Dad, we haven't talked about that yet please calm down, Dad, please."
"Jacquelle, I trust that you know what is moral."
"Dad please."
"I've waited too long already Jacquelle. I can't wait any longer."
"Dad, please we need more time."
"Jacquelle! Hindi ka na ba talaga nahihiya? You are living together for more than a year already and yet hindi pa kayo kasal. This is so immoral!"
"Dad, as much as I want to, pero I can't be the one to force the wedding."
"And why not? Gusto mo bang ako ang pumwersa pa sa inyo?!"
"Dad please."
"Please what??!!! Lumalaki na ang mga bata! Nagkakaisip na sila! You are living together! Sleeping together! And yet you don't have that damn marriage contract!"
"Dad, please, dadating din naman kami doon Dad, please, nagpapagaling lang si Seb."
"Magaling na sya Jacquelle!! I expect you two to get married very soon or else, umuwi kayo dito ng mga bata at maghiwalay na lang kayong dalawa."
"Dad! please let us take time first. We are just starting to build our relationship."
"You should have thought of that before you got pregnant! You two must be responsible by now! Get married ASAP!"
"Dad naman, please."
"Wag mo akong sundin ngayon Jacquelle at sinusumpa ko, kahit pa magpantay ang mga paa ko, hindi ko gugustuhing makita ka pa."
"Dad! Dad naman eh----- toot tooot toooot
And that left me crying. I would want to get married ofcourse. I want us to be a married couple but how? Can I be the one to force him to get married? Can I be the one to ask for that?
"Mahal ko?"
"I'm fine, I just missed Dad so much."
How can I tell him to that we need to get married? How can I even think of him getting married to me, eh ni hindi nga ata sumagi sa isip nyang kailangan nya pa rin ako pakasalan.
Mahirap umasa sa lahat, lalo na't hindi ko alam kung ako ma'y aasa pa.
From that day, I am so sad that Dad never called again, he even do not answer any of my call. Kahit mga bata ang tumawag, hindi rin nya kinakausap. It was too painful and hurting that again, he is mad at me. I do not have answers to 'Why is Lolo not talking to us anymore?'
Minsan, naiisip ko nang magdemand kay Seb for the sake of my father. Gustong gusto ko nang sabihin sa kanya na pakasalan ako. But it would be too much. Ayaw ko syang pangunahan. Ayaw kong ako lang ang may gusto. He had gone through this and he may not be okay yet. Every time I look at him I always wonder if he would like to get married to me. I always ask myself when can he be ready to marry me. Because right now, I am so torned of doing things for the man I once leave and things for the parents who've I've hurt enough.
It was just so frustrating that all I can do is cry in silence at night hoping everything will be alright.
