Kylo Ren | Reader Inserts

The Stars

Request:

Hi lovely, I was wondering if you could write something about the reader who is a queen and had a secret relationship with Ben Solo and when he turned, he was told reader 'died' in childbirth along with their twins. Later on, when Kylo becomes supreme leader, he finds out they're not dead and he reunites with them? Sorry it's so detailed, but thank you in advance. ❤

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The fresh scent of newly blossomed roses filled your senses as you had shut your eyes, taking in the euphoric smell. It sent chills throughout out your body as you felt the cool breeze hit the exposed parts of your body that your gown hadn't covered. The gentle blaze of the sun shined on your figure and brought a comforting warmth. Spring time was always the loveliest to experiences, the sweet smells, the soft weather, the pale blue skies free of any clouds... It was one of the few things that kept you at ease...

Aside from the sound of giggles from the pair of children rushing and swirling around the stretched field of bright red roses. The gentle echo of their laughters reverberated within your ears and brought a sense of tranquility to you as your eyes opened, seeing the duo interlock arms and hop in their spots, twirling together.

Smiling, you bent forward and picked up the basket filled with freshly picked berries from just off the hill and over to the private field filled with all sorts of growing fruits and vegetables. "Lets go, my sweet stars." You softly called out to the twins as they ushered over to you. The one with soft brown hair that reached just before their bottom was your daughter, Jaina. She was as lively as they come, full of energy and joy, a soft soul but had quite the sharp tongue. Then there was the one who stood just beside her, holding Jaina's hand as she held yours. Jacen's hair was much darker and shorter, soft curls reaching just above his shoulders as his precious ears peaked out faintly from the darkened hair. A contrast of light and dark. He reminded you much of his father. With this honey brown eyes and dimpled smile... to the hair and warm heart.

It didn't pain you, it was more of a gentle reminder. Of what you once had. Of what you were once blessed by the stars with. Two beautiful children who had given you the world by being your world. After six years of just being you and the two, you felt as if you've found some sort of balance.

It took a lot in you, stepping down from being a queen, disappearing, having everyone assume you were dead for the greater good... It pained you, but it had to be done. For you and for the safety of your twins. Only so many knew about your whereabouts. You weren't too far off, but, you were hidden within the overlapping hills, towering trees and distant cliffs that lead to the ocean. Your little, secluded home that smelled of sweet scents, something you were now approaching.

It was a nightmare that haunted you every now and then. The day you had lost it all. The day you lost him.

Ben Solo was your world, you loved him more than life, itself. He was your everything and more. Your moon and stars, your universe.

He was troubled, you knew this very well, and from time to time he was able to sneak into the palace, and right into your room to find comfort in your warm embrace and sweet words. That soft aura and gentle complexion. Your existence being his anchor.

But, the less you saw him, the worse it had become.

You missed him, and every passing day took a piece of your heart with it. You just wished it hadn't been under those circumstances...

He knew of your pregnancy, it wasn't something you could hide when the Force was strong within him. And you wouldn't dare hide it. You saw him in your future, saw him to be your husband one day, the father of your children... even if it was all in secrecy. But things never went according to plan, no matter how much your heart longed for your beloved Jedi warrior.