Kylo Ren | Reader Inserts

No One Will Stand In Our Way

TUMBLR REQUEST:

I was wondering if you could do a reader insert where Kylo failed at a mission or disobeyed one of Snoke's commands so, Snoke summons Kylo only to make him watch as he tortures the Reader. This leads Kylo to kill Snoke so, it's kind of like the scene is TLJ. So after this, Kylo becomes the supreme leader and realizes that this whole ordeal might have been traumatic to the reader so, he calms her down afterwards? I'm sorry if this is too long but I really love your writing!

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The lack of commotion on the bridge of the Star Destroyer did anything but bring you ease. There was something wrong. Normally, a certain man dressed in all black with a menacing helmet, was already calmly threatening General Hux about something new. Yet, today was different.

It didn't feel right. You anxiously sat in your spot, wondering as to where he was. It was unlike Kylo Ren to miss any chances of making a grand appearance... However, he was nowhere to be found.

Standing from your seat, you left your position and aimed for the entry point of the bridge. You had hoped nothing had happened to him, you had hoped maybe he wasn't in the mood to cause a scene... Or maybe he had nothing to share. You knew he was on a mission the Supreme Leader had ordered him to go on, but you were positive he had made his return within the late hours of your period of sleep.

Trying not to rush down the halls, in hopes there was a sign of an aggressive Commander Ren, your heart began to race. Kylo... You thought, hoping maybe he could feel you reach out to him. Kylo... please, where are you? Have you returned?

Picking up your pace and aiming for your quarters, where you knew he liked to wait for you when you were on break or finished with your duties, you quickly punched in your code and nearly sprinted inside. "Ky-!" Blinking at the sight of an empty room, your heart sank. The lights were all off, there was no sign of someone being in your room. Your sheets were perfectly made, your chairs were in place, your refresher was quiet... Where could he have possibly been?

Sucking in shaky breaths, you turned around, ready to bolt out of your room, only to feel your breath hitch. "Kylo?!" There he stood in front of you, disgruntled and exhausted. He was clutching his side. The same spot where he was shot during the battle of Starkiller Base. "Kylo, wh-" Rushing to him and helping him inside, you sat him on your bed and instantly removed his helmet. "What happened? Where were you?"

"I failed..." He said, staring straight past you without an ounce of emotion. "I couldn't get to them in time."

"Kylo, what are you-"

"They escaped. I failed." Hearing him snarl as he clenched his teeth, your eyes shot to where his balled fist banged his wound.

"Don't do that, you'll make it worse," you said as you instantly caught his hand, feeling his tense muscles relax. "Please, look at me..." you begged, using your free hand to turn his head towards you. "You're alive... That's what matters."

"Not to him..." He shook his head as he finally looked you in the eyes. They were full of emotions, more than his own face could show. His eyelids seemed heavy, the bags underneath were worse... "He rather I be dead than continuously fail him."

Sucking in a deep breath, you shook your head. "Don't say that," you breathed, leaning your forehead into his cheek. "You are the greatest, most powerful man we have here. Without you he'd be nothing..." you gently spoke, still holding his hand and face.

"You are too naive," Kylo sighed, falling limp against you. "Why must you love me?"

Shaking your head as you shut your eyes, you lowered your hand onto his chest, "I truly wish I knew..." Feeling him press a long lasting kiss on the top of your head, he shifted himself enough to hold you in his arms. He wouldn't dare do this in public, this was a side no one was allowed to see. No one even knew you two were together or even in love. And the both of you wanted to keep it that way. "I must return to my duties, but, please... get a medical droid to tend to your wounds," you nearly whispered as you lifted your head to look him in those dark eyes of his. "It pains me seeing you like this..."