Kylo Ren | Reader Inserts

Ellia V (NSFW)

A/N: This fic makes it so hard to conclude...

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Kylo's words had echoed in your head on a loop, causing your heart to race. Your breath hitched at how low his voice went, much lower than how it sounded in the mornings.

Feeling your chest heave as you shut your eyes, trying to steady your racing heart, Kylo's hands roamed your body. Tugging your turtleneck over your head and tossing it behind him, Kylo's breathing grew heavy as he eyed your skin, wanting nothing more than to rip the rest of your clothes off. Eyeing the way your chest lifted and fell with every quick breath, trailing his eyes up your throat and up to your cheeks, the skin on them burned bright as your soft eyes fell open.

Kylo's heart thudded against his ribcage as his eyebrows lightly furrowed. There was a look in your eyes as if you were anxious... were you a— "Are you... Do you want to do this?" He asked as you blinked and nodded. "Truly?"

"Yes, Kylo..." You breathed, nodding eagerly, but you seemed much too flustered to properly look him in the eyes. Maybe he was taking it too far, maybe you only said yes for his sake... You were trembling in his grip as your legs shook against his waist. If he were to be with you, he wanted to do things right. Not force himself upon you.

Letting you go as he settled you down, he backed up with a huff and rubbed his face, leaving you with a confused expression. High and dry.

"Kylo?" Your voice trembled.

Lowering his hands to face you, Kylo grumbled, "I don't want to hurt you your first time."

Grinning, you shook your head, "First time?"

Blinking, Kylo slowly nodded, "Aren't you..."

Sucking in your lips to fight a laugh, you shook your head again. "No... I'm not..."

"You're... not?" Kylo spoke through tight teeth, jealousy dripping like venom from his words.

Huffing and straightening your back, you crossed your arms, "No, I've slept with other people before... Just, not as of late."

"...Hmm..." Kylo didn't look you in the eyes, instead, looked down at his feet stubbornly.

"Don't be so jealous..." You teased, slowly walking over to him and reaching for his hand.

"Hmph." He breathed through his nose, allowing you to pull him to you.

"Look, it's been quite some time since I've slept with someone, especially since I joined the Order..." You trailed, tugging him down to your height, "so, let's say it's almost like I haven't before. Almost."

Looking down at you as his eyes jumped around your face, Kylo sighed, "It isn't the same."

Rolling your eyes, you tugged him further for his lips to meet your own, "It may not be, but you can be the best I've had."

"The best you will ever have." Kylo corrected, lifting you from your feet and placing you on the bed, tugging off your leggings and leaving a trail of long kisses up your legs.

Watching him as he pressed his lips over your hip bones and up your stomach, Kylo's hands caressed the skin on your thighs as he kissed the exposed skin of your breasts. Biting and leaving a mark against the agitated skin, eyeing the red spot he left in his wake, Kylo lifted himself to remove the top portion of his attire and tossed it to a side.

Sitting up in your spot and undoing his pants as Kylo helped you, he tugged them off before crawling on top of you. Running his fingers through your hair as you looked him in the eyes, Kylo's hand reached the back of your neck as he leaned in and pressed a gentle kiss against your lips.