Dance for me

24

Millions
2 days later

"Aye mama you ok?" This was the fifth time tonight she got up and went to the bathroom. I knocked lightly on the door. I didn't hear a response so I knocked a little harder. I heard sniffling so I got my key from my drawer and unlocked the door. Cookie was balled up in front of the toilet crying.

I sighed and walked to her. I bent down and touched her back causing her to flinch. I flexed my jaw at her movement. I'm going to find each one of those niggas and kill them slowly even if they didn't technically do anything to her. They reminded her of her past making her all jumpy and sad.

"T-tthey did it over and over. I told them to stop they kept going I begged I fought nothing worked. They took my innocence." She whispered rocking herself. I sat down on the floor near her and pulled her to me. I kissed her head.

"Shhh it's ok baby."

"It's not ok! The one thing that I cherished and was proud of they took it from me!" She wailed.

"I'm a hoe. I let them." She whispered to herself.

"No your not mama. You tried to fight they were just some bitch ass grimey niggas. God gonna give them what they deserve don't worry baby."

"I don't believe in him. Don't say his name." She said harshly. Damn this shit really fucked shawty up.

"Why you say that ma?"

"If he was real he wouldn't let things like this happen to me or anyone. HHH-He's not real just a fib." She said stuttering. I sighed.

"Come on mama you can't be sitting on this cold floor crying." I moved her a little then got up before picking her up, bridal style. I walked back in my room and laid her down. She immediately balled up. I sighed and putting a blanket over her. I laid next to her and pulled her into my arms. I kissed the top of her head and she sniffed. We stayed like this till I heard soft snoring.

I heard a loud scream causing Cookie to jump up out her sleep.

"They have my baby!" She shrieked moving around trying to get out my hold.

"Nic chill." I said noticing she started hyperventilating. I heard loud wails and quickly got out of the bed. I ran out to Naeleans room. I opened the light and she was sitting Indian style on her bed crying.

"NaNa What happened?" I asked walking towards her she lifted her red eyes up and reached for me. I picked her up and she put her head on my shoulder.

"I had a bad dream Milly. About mommy." I patted her back and walked to her door closing her light. I walked out back to my room. Cookie was in a ball shaking and crying.

"Is mommy ok?" Naelean asked looking at her with sadness in her eyes.

"She's going to be ok. But sit here and watch T.V. to help you get over your dream. I'm going to help mommy ok?" I put her down on the couch in my room and got my iPad putting it on a random kids show on Netflix she wiped her eyes before I handed it to her. I walked to the other side of the room to calm Cookie down.

"I don't want that happening to her." She whispered to herself.

"It's not going to baby. Look she's ok she's watching cartoons." I said getting cookie to sit up. She looked over at Naelean and calmed down. I laid next to her rocking her till she fell asleep. I looked over I where I sat Naelean to see my IPad on the floor and her asleep. I moved away from Cookie making her move a little and went to Naelean picking my iPad up and closing it then picking Naelean up bringing her to the bed. I laid her down and put the covers over her.