My Witch, My Vampire (Damon Salvatore love story)

16.

~Steph~

One week it's been since Damon has gone. I must say i've never been so depressed in my life. I haven't left mine and Damons room since that night. My dad's been living in my house and he's been bringing me food and tea up but I just don't feel like eating. I'm so happy he's back in my life, I was so upset when he died but at least i knew he wasn't in pain from months of having cancer. But Damon risked his life to bring his brother back and that's the most generous thing Damon has ever done. I just want him back. But it's not just my boyfriend gone, Bonnies gone too. She had gone through so much, I've lost two of the most important people in my life.

It was 6 am and I haven't slept for days, all i've done is cry and think. I haven't spoke, i've just been lost in my thoughts. I heard a knock at my door and my dad came in. He sat down on the bed next to me and I just looked at him. He stroked my hair out my face then I couldn't control myself. I burst into tears and couldn't breath. I threw myself into my dad's open arms and cried and cried and cried. This is the first time i've broke down infront of my dad. Everything just seemed to be getting worse.

~Stefan~

I haven't seen Steph at all this week, none of us have. I mean yeah i've lost my brother but she's also lost her boyfriend and sister. I can't imagine how she is feeling right now. We all planned to go out tonight for a meal, I got in touch with her dad and he said he will try and talk to her, i'm just waiting for him to ring me back. I felt Elena's arms wrap around me in bed, I looked down and she was sleeping peacefully. I slowly slipped out of bed and had a quick shower, it was 6:30am and i don't know why i'm awake. After my 3 minute shower I headed downstairs, I kept my phone in my hand incase he called. Suddenly I heard Elena's voice.

"Why are you up so early? Come back to bed" She said to me. I turned to look at her.

"I'm waiting for Sam to ring me back. About tonight" I said to her. She walked up to me and hugged me.

"I'm worried about her" I whispered.

"I know you are, we all are Stefan" she hugged me tighter. My phone started to vibrate, I pulled away from Elena and answered it quickly.

"Sam, how is she?"

"She broke down on me, but she said yes for tonight" I smiled briefly.

"However, i'm worried about her, seriously worried"

"Why?" I asked.

"I saw a book under her pillow, like a diary. I asked what it was and she hesitated and pushed it further through her pillow. I don't know what she's writing in there but through all the years with my daughter she has never kept a diary"

"What are you trying to say?"

"I think she's planning something, I don't know what but we need to make a plan" I nodded and we talked.

~Steph~

I've been asked to go out for meal with everyone, i didn't really want to go but I had no way to get out of it. I got out of bed and had a shower for the first time in a week. I washed my hair and got ready. http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=128320338

It was finally time to leave and I put on my perfume which was Damons favourite. I walked down the stairs and saw my dad smiling at me waiting. I smiled back and hugged him.

"Lets go princess" He opened the door for me and I headed for my car. Dad offered to drive so I sat in the passenger seat and we drove to mystic grill. I saw everyone's car and we walked inside, everyone inside turned and looked at me, for a small town news travels fast. I saw Stefan, Alaric, Caroline, Tyler, Matt, Jeremy and Elizabeth. Stefan saw me and stood up, he walked towards me and hugged me tightly. 

"How are you doing?" He whispered. I just smiled at him. Everyone else took it in turns to give me a hug and to be honest it felt nice to have a group of friends that cared. We all sat down and everyone was talking but I was just sat there in silence, all I wanted was for Damon and Bonnie to be here, but then I realised Elena wasn't here. 

"Where's Elena?" I interrupted their conversation. They all looked at me.

"She couldn't make it, she's sick" Jeremy told me. I just nodded. It began to get awkward and I didn't eat the rest of my food. I just drank and drank. 

~Stefan~

Steph has been a bit more lively tonight, I don't know whether it is because she's with all her friends or whether it's because she's drunk. I was watching her dance on the dancefloor and gulping down shots. I watched Sam stand there watching her too, he looked disappointed. I was about to walk up to him when someone grabbed my arm and dragged me outside. It was Elena. She went to Stephs house to find her diary to see what she was writing inside. I looked at Elena's face closely and saw she had been crying. 

"What's wrong??" I asked placing both my hands on her shoulder. 

"Steph... she wants to kill herself" she spat out. 

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Dear Diary,

Today is Saturday 7th January. I feel like my plan is going to work. Klaus is picking me up at 12pm sharp at the edge of town. I can finally go to the other side.