Mormor Oneshots *OLD WRITING*

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(warning: angsty)

Imagine Seb not knowing the plan Jim had on that day.

Imagine him listening to the conversation in confusion.

Imagine him realizing what was going on and shouting against it.

Imagine his heart stopping when he hears the gunshot.

Imagine Seb falling to his knees, tears streaming down his face.

Imagine Seb reaching the roof and seeing Jim's body.

Imagine him hugging Jim's body, repeating "I love you" and "no".

Imagine him never crying after that.

Imagine him vowing to never be with anyone else.

Imagine Seb standing at Jim's grave, ranting about his day.

Imagine him falling asleep next to Jim's grave on multiple occasions.

Imagine Seb being unable to forgot about Jim.

Imagine Seb having nightmares of that day, his pained screams echoing in his head and the sight of Jim's body.

Imagine Seb having a small glimmer of hope when he heard Sherlock faked his death, because he thought maybe Jim did the same.

Imagine Seb going back to Jim's place and waiting for him there.

Imagine his hope slowly starting to die as time went on.

Imagine that hope coming back at the "Did you miss me?" message.

Imagine Seb waiting and waiting for Jim to come back.

Imagine him eventually realizing Jim was dead.

Imagine him breaking down and crying since he heard the shot, hugging one of Jim's shirts as he sobbed.

Imagine how Sebastian Moran must've felt if he was canon in the series and had a romantic relationship with James Moriarty.

A/n: I'm sorry.
I'm so sorry.