Lydia's POV
** Moments earlier in Lydia's POV **
I found myself watching Camille sleeping soundly, the soft waves brushing her hair. She was beautiful, so was Sebastian. It had me thinking of my own kid, my son who at the moment is nameless. Some small part of my soul was excited to bring a child in the world, I can't lie but I was mostly scared and I cry most nights.
But being an assassin you can't get pregnant, can't cry, and don't crack but I broke all three. I guess what's driving me crazy about this is that I'm breaking all the rules and does this mean I'm an assassin. What am I? And that's what makes me cry at night.
Of course no one knows, Mia or Wade have no idea I cry at night for a couple of seconds. And let's talk about Wade, there's not amount of words that I can express for the man but I do love him, sometimes I hate to love him but I do.
There's no changing that, and I bet you're wondering if we'll get married. Well marriage isn't for assassins I know Wade always wanted too but I was far too gone in my love for killing. I know that comes up alarming but it's true.
Wade thought more of it like a job and knew the difference. Me, ha ever since I sliced through skin there was no going back for me. I blurred, mixed, and blended the lines on purpose. All I could think, breathe and eat was killing. It consumed me and I let it.
That's my truth, now for my child. I don't want that entirely. I'll tell you what I do want though. I want him to be kind, smart, and confident and know how to whoop ass. But I won't teach him all that I've been taught the kid safety stuff. Like how to throw a punch not take down a terrorist.
I grabbed my tea and took a few sips; I reached over and brushed back her thick hair. Serenity was a beautiful girl. Mia was a wonderful mother and raising such a beautiful girl scared the hell out of me. I'm honest to god glad I'm having a boy because I couldn't deal with a girl who could react and act like me.
My genes in a girl would be an abomination,
Oh no, I adjusted my strap to my long summer dress and removed my sandals. Running a hand through my blonde golden hair and adjusted the flower Wade got me. He was a sweet loving man that was the truth.
Marc came into view with a concerned face, "Where's Mia?"
"She left after slapping Nolan, he was here trying to start up shi- stuff again." I see him smirk at my slip-up that I caught like a boss! "Which way did she go?" He asked,
"She went towards the country house, hey why do you think Nolan just keeps showing up after Mia. Do you think it's something more? Because I'm pretty sure she said everything that day," He nods agreeing with me. "But whatever is happening Nolan isn't going to be following Mia anymore."
Oh shit! That's all he had to say! I'm on it! I've been dying to get back in the game! Just a taste, at least let me watch you beat ass. I'll just supply you weapons and because your family lend you the keys to my damn tank!
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The Billionaire's Baby (BWWM) (Rated-R)
ParanormalWhat if you needed money quick? You're still struggling with debt from your pricey divorce . You're drowning in medical bills and you lost your job. Your friend introduces you to a billionaire and well it just so happens he wants a child and will pa...