All Your Little Things: A Niall Horan/Matthew Espinosa Fanfiction

Chapter 33

Allies Point Of View

I cried for like an hour until Dakota got home. I didn't really want to tell her anything about the note, so I just told her I was homesick.

I cried until I was asleep. So I guess I cried myself to sleep? Idek anymore.

I tried to get up but then I remembered it was Saturday. Ugh.

Then I put on sweatpants and a hoodie and I was like "it be a tumblr day".

Dakota decided to scare the shit out of me and said "It be a tumblr day indeed" and I aware I almost had a heart attack.

I took out my laptop and went on tumblr for a while, well until my phone decided to buzz nonstop. You had one job.

I unlocked it and there were texts from Matt and Dakota. Dakota is going to visit her parents or something and Matt wants to know if we can hangout.

"Good morning to you too! I don't think I can hang out today I don't really feel good" I lied. If he knows, idk. He punched that guy, and I don't want to see him angry.

"Aw what's wrong? Do you need me to come over?" He said.

"No thanks I don't need any help I don't want you to get sick" I said.

"Ok then tell me when you get better" he said.

I started thinking and my stomach started to get really noisy and I was really hungry. It's like 5 and I didn't eat anything today. There were a little box of goldfish crackers on my desk so I ate those.

It was getting late and I shut off my laptop and slept.

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The Next Day

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I am not going anywhere where Matt can be, and that's anywhere.

So I stayed in my room again. Dakota tried to pull me out but I stated that I wasn't leaving.

"Hey Are you better?" Matt texted me

"Uhm no I'm still sick" I lied.

"Really. I think I should visit you" he said.

"no no no don't. please don't" I said.

"I'm coming over so please don't try and argue" he said.

Ugh.

I guess I have to tell him The Truth.

I stayed in my hoodie and sweatpants from yesterday just because I'm lazy.

I took out the note and read it again.

There was a knock at the door so I scrambled to fold it back up and put it on the bedside table.

I went to open the door.

"Hey Allie! Are you feeling any better than yesterday?" Matt asked.

"No" I said sitting on my bed. I noticed that the note was a bit unfolded but I couldn't get up to move it.

"Do you need anything?" he asked. He sat in my spinny computer chair.

"No" I said. He went in circle around in the chair and every time his back was to me I scooted closer to the note.

I was so close. Matt turned the chair around again and I got the note off the table with success.

"Watcha got there?" he asks standing up.

"Nothing" I say cramming it in my pocket.

"Allie. Give it to me" he says.

"No" I say.

"Allie" I look at him and he has persuasive eyes.

I hand him the note and he reads it.

"Allie" he says hugging me.

"No Matt. You need to leave. The person is going to come after me if he or she knows you're here" I said.

"No. I'm not leaving. Remember what I said? I swear I will always be here for you" he repeated.

"Ok" I said as I hugged him and cried.

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Hey guys. Two updates in one day slow clap it out.

Well anyway my best friend, that's a guy, said that I changed. He said I used to be outgoing, and all I text him now is "oh, ok, cool, Idk" and it makes me really sad that I changed.

I took a depression test today and it says I have moderate to severe depression.

It hit me hard and it still is.

I told that kid I dont like him anymore but damn I was wrong. He was doing a group rate with this girl that he told me he likes and I cried. I'm a mess.

Anyway have a wonderful day and stay happy!

Ilyasm

~Anna