All Your Little Things: A Niall Horan/Matthew Espinosa Fanfiction

Chapter 21: Heartbreak Girl

I continued hugging him. He really understands me.

I am so glad I can talk to one of the boys, like a best friend because without Lou, I would not be stable.

We decided to eat something.

I roamed in the fridge and the pantry. You know, the usual, looking in the pantry, then looking back in the fridge to see.if anyone magically put food in there.

I found some taco bell. It was Kaylee's, but I think she got used to me eating all her food when I am sad. I also found a Baja blast, sweet baby Jesus.

I gave Lou some of my taco but he refused to eat it.

We watched "The Fault In Our Stars". I know what your saying. It just did come out in theaters, but Lou's dad works for a movie company so he gets movies before they are released.

And did I cry. I read the book, but it was just... more heartfelt I guess.

I fell asleep, and then woke up. It was around 10. Lou was on the couch, so I decided to go to my room and sleep. I needed it.

But first I decided to take a shower and get on pajamas, which is a rare case.

I tried to sleep but I couldn't.

I just kept thinking about Liam and Niall.

I trusted Niall, but he hurt me. Not once, but twice.

But Liam, he did nothing. And I love him...

I think.

I really don't know what to think anymore tbh.

But, I should get out of the house tomorrow. This house depresses me.

How about the beach? Just me and Kaylee. I will do her tomorrow.

My eyelids got heavy and I decided to sleep on my thoughts.

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