All Your Little Things: A Niall Horan/Matthew Espinosa Fanfiction

Chapter 23

Hey guys I thought I'd put in another update for today so here we go...

I woke up to the sound of my radio going off non-stop.

The song "Shower" came blasting through the speakers

"You light me up inside. like the 4 of July. Whenever your around I always seem to smile. And people ask me how, and your the reason why, I'm dancing in the mirror, singing in the shower"

I woke up and got excited because I had the house to myself.

Then I remembered.

I have to meet Niall at Starbucks today. I have to meet him at 10. its 8 so in have time.

I ran to my bathroom and took a shower.

When I got out I put on the new clothes from the mall.

Dark jeans, black crop top, and blue Neff beanie.

Then I put on some makeup so he didn't think I was struggling through the whole thing. He should be the one struggling. Also I didn't want to look like shit.

I put on my black Vans and walked out the door with my phone in my pocket.

I took my car because I didn't want to walk.

I got there and thank god Niall wasn't there yet.

I ordered a vanilla bean frappicino, my fave, and a small piece of cheesecake.

I sat down at a seat in the back, and waited for Niall.

After a few sips, I saw Niall at the door.

He looked around and when he saw me he smiled.

I looked up blankly.

He ordered a drink and sat across from me. He smiled again and then it hit him that he has to fess up.

"I'm sorry." he said.

I skipped my coffee and looked up.

"She was a friend and she kind of forced me into it. She said if I didn't then she would..." he began.

"What did she say?" I asked.

"she said she'd hurt you" he said almost in a whisper.

"oh" I said.

He did this for me. So I wouldn't get hurt. I get it now.

I feel so horrible.

"I- I'm sorry" I started.

"It's ok" he said.

I ran up to him and hugged him.

He hugged me back and after a while we let go.

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When we got home, we sat on my couch and put in some movie.

We snuggled together and I immediately felt better.

Thank the Lord.

I don't think I could live without him.

"How were you?" he asked.

"Terrible" I spoke

"me too" he said.

"what time is it?" Niall asked.

"1:37" I said.

"Shit" he said getting up.

"What" I asked.

"I have to be home at 2 because we are having lunch with our manager and he said to not be late" he said.

"Ok" I said.

We walked to the door and looked at each other.

"I love you"

"I love you too"

He kissed my forehead after hugging me.

"Bye" he said.

"Bye" I said quietly.

Our hands departed from each other and the door shut behind him.

I sat in the couch and thought it all over.

I'm glad I'm not suffering anymore.

So how did ya like it? Expect an update Tomorrow or Saturday.

Ilysm and stay strong.

To all the self-harmers, depressionists, anorexists, and broken ones, you are worth it! ily. surround yourself with good people.

-baii