BINIBINI

II - 45th Chapter

[ N O T I C E  THIS  P L E A S E
You know, I don't know kung bakit but I realized.. May 2013 when I first published Binibini. January 2014 when I decided to hold it. I'm not good at memorizing dates, but I'm very sure na May 2013 yun. My mind was so blocked. For 3 months, I was thinking, "Hey this is my chance to think a better update.. a better season.". I can't think of anything cause I'm pressured. Super.. Until one day, I wrote again. "Damn this isn't good. What to do?" I can still remember, few days after DOS Concert yun. Until I come up to a useless and senseless update. After two weeks, I was so unsatisfied that's why I deleted my draft and come up to another draft then start again. I felt so satisfied. Finally I updated. One day had passed, I realized, "Pinublish ko yung Binibini May 2013.." Then I thought of something.. I feel like it was meant. I started the second season on May 2014. A year apart. Then right now I suddenly felt, "Feeling ko yung mismong date na pinublish ko yung second season ng Binibini, that was the exact date I published the first chap of Binibini.." I guess it was fate (that's what they call that..). Wow just wow.. ]

- Kathryn -

This day is the best. I'm not a 'teen' anymore. 20 na ako, adult na. I feel like, I'm not getting younger anymore.

Daezen asked me earlier, "Tingin mo, mas masaya yung birthday mo ngayon o yung dati? Yung tayo lang.." Di ako nakasagot. Di ko kasi alam.

There is a big difference between, the past and the present. Past, it looks so simple word, but its either happy or hurtful.

I was confused. I am confused. Di naman required yung sagot ko pero, why not answer.. I guess it won't affect..

Suddenly, nag-beep ang phone ko. It was a text message from Dae, "When you are confused, try to follow your heart. Your heart will tell you the answer.."

Is this a sign? Sundan ko ang puso ko? Nabitawan ko bigla yung phone ko.

"Dati, everything was almost perfect. Magical. I was lifted up in the air. And I was with.. my first love. Ngayon, no more lifting up in the air.. I was with my first love too.. But everything was not like before."

Truthfully, my heart says.. Dati.

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- Shannen -

Medyo nakabukas ang pinto ng kwarto ni Kath. Nandito kaming lahat sa bahay nila. For her birthday, nagkaroon lang kami ng simple dinner. Yun yung gusto ni Kath, since kumpleto sila.

Kagagaling ko lang sa kwarto nila Ate Chrysler. Nakipaglaro ako kay Lhexine. Sobrang adorable kasi niya at sobrang nakakagigil!! Since magkalapit lang yung kwarto ni Kath at nila Ate Chrysler, napansin ko agad yung pintuan ni Kath.

Sumilip ako. Natutulog siya yakap yakap niya yung bagong aso niya. No wonder sobrang pagod siya ngayong araw na to. Narinig ko kasi na sinurprise siya ngayong araw ng mga kaibigan niya. May photoshoot pa siya at meeting.

I can see na sobrang mahal niya yung bagong alaga niya. Last month, Valentines Day. Kagagaling lang ni Kath ng Cebu. Halos one month siyang wala sa Manila for nationwide mall shows. Bago umalis si Kath para dun, she decided na magstay muna si Luigi sa condo niya kasi super namimiss niya na si Luigi. After umalis ni Kath, napansin namin ni Kevin na di kumakain si Luigi. Tapos napapadalas ang pagkain niya ng bato sa garden nila Kath. After 3 days, Valentines Day.. Namatay siya. Sobrang nalungkot si Kath nung malaman niya yun. Umiyak pa nga siya. Alam ko kasi kung gaano niya kamahal si Luigi. One and only pet niya yun for years and bigay yun ng first love... wait ang awkward ng first love.. Erase erase.. Ni DJ. Yun! I got the right term.