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4.

'SO HOW WAS IT' Nikki asks me when I enter the school.

The doctor appointment took about an hour and a half. First we had to wait for about 15 minutes. Then we told the doctor everything, she started to ask question. It was like she already knew what was going on with me but she didn't tell us. She just send me to the hospital where I had to take a blood test. On Monday the test will be back and they tell me if there is something wrong with me.

'it was fine, they took a blood test.' I smiled at her

'oh' she frowned 'do you think there is something bad?'

I shook my head 'I feel fine so'

'okay, well the game is still going on' we both walked to the field where we took place next to Emma, Lola and Herman and watched the game for as long as it lasted.

'hey' Lola and Emma waved at me

'how did it go?' Herman asked

'good' I smiled, took him popcorn and watched the game.

It didn't took long before Alex looked at me. His eyebrows where frowned and he certainly didn't look happy. I don't blame him, I'm mad at myself too. I missed the half of his game for a stupid doctor's appointment. There's probably nothing wrong with me and he will probably be mad at me for nothing.

Alex's team won the game. Afterward I went to him to congratulate him.

'congrats babe' I smiled and I wanted to give him a kiss but he turned away

'why did you miss it?' he murmured

'I'm so sorry, I had to go to the doctors' I apologize immediately

'so?' he snapped back 'I hope I am more important to you than some stupid doctor's appointment'

'you are, baby, you are. My mom just forced me' I tried to grab him hand

'so, I though you where a normal person who can say no to their moms' he now got mad

'Alex I'm sorry, my mom is not the type that accepts no form her kid. She literally carried me to the car' I tried

'dude chill, she was at the doctor' his friend tries to calm him down

'she should be here, I'm more important than some fucking doctor' he snapped

'Alex you know I've been tired lately and my mom wanted to find out what it is. So in the end it benefits you' I tried

'nothing ever benefits me in the end. Everything is always about you, YOU missed my football game because YOU had to go to the fucking doctor. YOU didn't pleasure me because YOU were tired.' He pushed me

'dude calm the fuck down' his friend tried again.

I knew Alex was a bit aggressive. He had been in some fights before but he never was aggressive to me. Until Wednesday. He basically attached me and was ready to rape me and now he's pushing me.

'get your fucking hands of my best friend' Nikki appeared out of nowhere 

'Nik, let me handle this' I put my hand on her chest

'he fucking pushed you' she was definitely mad

'it was a mistake, he's now calm' I turned back to Alex 'aren't you Alex?' I asked knowing really well he isn't.

'you missed my big game. You ungrateful person. You should be happy you can even date me'

Mentally I rolled my eyes. Arrogant douche.

'I'm happy I'm dating you but you need to calm down. I missed one-'

'the most important' he corrected me

'dude next week is the important one' his friend corrected him again

'see, I will be there next week. I promise you' I smiled

'get that fucking smile of your ugly face' he was ready to slap me but his friend grabbed his fist and Nikki pulled me away.

I was shocked by his action. Was he really ready to hit me?

'I told you he was bad for you. he almost fucking hit you' Nikki rambled as she pushed me to the car where she opened the door.

'why d-'

'because he's a arrogant douchebag now ill you please get in' she stated. I did what she says and she also stood in.

'why did you go to him in the first place? You know he would be mad and you know he has aggression problems'

'I though he was different' I looked at her

'well clearly he isn't' Nikki started the car and drove us home.

'but he was always so nice, he was kind and cared about me' I say still confused by the situation

'Ava, ever heard of acting?' Nikki sighed

'but it looked so genuine'

'he's a good actor than, but also an asshole so I say you break up with him' she stopped the cat in front of our houses

'what? Break up- no' I scoffed 'this was just a mistake, he still loves me'

'oh little precious Ava' Nikki put her hand on my cheek 'welcome to the real world where every guy is an asshole'

'not every guy, Herman isn't' I frowned

'that's why he's gay' she smiled 'now, let's go in your room and discuss how you should break up with him' she opened her door and stepped out.

'Nikki please don't. I'm tired I'm just going to sleep. Maybe tomorrow' I stood out myself

'okay tomorrow then, I'll be at your please at 1' she smiled, gave me a kiss on my cheek and then walked to her own house.

I walked to my own house. No one was home because my mom was doing groceries and my brother was at some friends. my dad was away with some friends. he was this whole week, a man trip as he called it.

My dad is a rough man. He practically never smiles, only when he's with his family or his best friend. that's why everyone always thinks he's always unhappy but that's not true. he's always happy, he's always genuinely happy. but he never shows it because- I don't know why. he's one of those grumpy old mans but I love him for it. the only time I saw him cry wad on a video my mom made of her telling him he was pregnant of my brother.

When I was inside I closed the door behind me and went straight up to my room. I fell on my bed after I took of my make up and put on my pajama's.

I then just started to cry, no sob.

How could he do that to me?