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THE NEXT DAY NIKKI accidently told me that we where driving in a cabriolet. Which I really liked because ever since I was a kid I've always wanted to have a cabriolet. I remember when my dad got a new car and I kept saying in wanted a cabriolet, he never got one though.

'I know what we're doing' I smirked as I watched Jack putting on his beanie

'no you d not' he smirked back

'we're driving a cabriolet' I smirked and his eyes widened

'who told you?' he exclaimed

'Niki, she's a weak bitch' I scoffed

'I'm going to kill her' he mumbles

'no your not, come on' I stood up and grabbed his hand.

'hey Miss' I gave Missy a hug

'how are you feeling?' Ellie how was behind her asked. They are staying in guest room here and just take care of me, basically.

'I'm getting worse, I wake up everyday more and more tired. But-' I look at Jack '-I'll survive today'

'yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift. That's why we call it the present' he said and I smiled

'winnie the pooh'

'I love you' he planted a kiss on my sleep

'have fun today' Ellie now also gave me a hug.

We then want outside where Nikki and Brian both sat in the back of an cabriolet.

'oh my god' I smiled and walked to them.

'ready to raise your voice' Nikki yelled

'hell yeah I am' I yelled back and gave them both a hug before also sitting down.

'wait' my mom ran outside 'I want a photo'.

She has wanted a photo every day, she says it's for memories. I get it, she has something to look back at.

'cheese' she yells and we all smile when she takes a picture.

'I love you, have fun' she yells and Jack starts the car

'I love you too' I yell back and then Jacks drives away. Nikki has control over the music so of course the first song is party in the U.S.A.

'my tummy's turnin' and I'm feeling kinda home sick' Both Nikki and I sing with.

'you're so cliché' Jacks rolls his eyes

'and the Jay Z songs way on' I sing to him about 4 times.

'so I put my hands up they're playing my song' I yell as I put my hands up.

It felt amazing. The wind blowing through my hands. The music way to loud so everyone can hear it. me singing way to bad but I don't care. All I could do is smile and enjoy is everything.

I wasn't lying when I said that I'm getting worse. I can feel the cancer take over my body. I sleep at least 12 hours a day and I'm still tired. Everything takes energy, even smile. I never thought it would take energy to smile but now it does.

It's good where doing 2 things a day because I don't think I'll be alive next Monday. Today it's Thursday.

After about an hour we reached a little town. It was cute and Jack told me we where doing something here.

'what are we doing' I ask Nikki as I put my arm around her

'I'm not telling you' she mumbles

'that's mean' Brian says 'she's the weakest'