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THE NEXT DAY MY wrist hurt from Alex holding it, which was weird because it didn't even feel so tight. There was a red circle around it and it wouldn't surprise me if soon it would change purple.

When I got home yesterday I got 2 nosebleeds and I still feel exhausted. I have no idea where it comes from but I figured it's just something that's developing in my body right now. Anybody can have a random nosebleeds, right?

When I stood up from my bed I felt my shirt sticking to my body. Apparently I sweat a lot this night. Also weird, I am cold blooded and almost never feel warm in the winter. I decided to put it with all the other weird things that have happened and didn't think about it to much.

I changed into jeans and a sweater that hid my wrists. I knew that if anybody saw the redness they where going to question it and nobody needs to know what a bad girlfriend I am.

'Ava' my brother Brian came into my room.

Brian was 1,5 year older than me and because of that he feels the need to be overprotective over me. That's the reason why I told him I had something with Alex after 2 months that we dated. Brian hates Alex and even got mad at him for liking me, when he did that I remembered why I never told him anything. He always gets mad.

'Brian' I turned around while I was doing my make up

'I saw blood in the bathroom sink, is everything okay?' he asked. I told you, overprotective. 

'yeah, I just got a nosebleed yesterday' I smiled

'a nosebleed' he exclaimed 'did anybody hit you because if they did I will beat the-'

'it was a random nosebleed, Brian, no need to hit anyone. Violence isn't going to solve anything' I kept smiling

'okay, but if somebody hurts you-'

'I'll let you know' I cut him off because he always tells me this and by now I can answer it before he told me.

When he left my room I kept on doing my make up until I got another nosebleed. Just like the other 3 times I ran to the bathroom to clean it up.

'another one?' my mom opened the door and i nodded.

My mom is 45 and emotionally stable like an Ikea table. She cries about everything and also worries about everything. But I love her for it. she's the sweetest person ever and is willing to do any thing and everything for me.

'do I need to worry? Is there any other things you have?' she asked. See she's worried easily.

'no, I'm just tired but that's because I slept bad 2 nights in a row' I told her and she nodded

'you tell me when there's anything' I nodded once again and she closed the door.

When the nosebleed finally stopped I got back to doing my make up and hair. It didn't took long but long enough for me to almost be late.

I ran down stairs, grabbed my lunch that my mom made of the table, put on my jacket, ran outside where Nikki already was in her car waiting for me.

'I thought you stayed over at Alex's' she raised her eyebrow

'no' I simply answered out of breath.

Why was I out of breath? I exercise, there is no reason for me to be out of breath?

'but how was the sex?' she asked while driving off

'fine' I lied. Like I said, there is no need that anybody knows that I was a bad boyfriend, even my best friend doesn't need to know.

'fine? You have told me he's amazing and now he was fine?' she laughs

'his fine Is amazing' I smiled

'okay' she scoffed and then turned up the music

'so I put my hands up, they're playing my song and butterflies fly away' we sing

This is our song. We loved it form the moment it got out. I remember us playing it very loud and jumping on the trampoline while singing it. our neighbors got so mad because you could literally hear the music 5 houses further. But we didn't care.

When we arrived at school we walked to our first class and waited until it was over. The second period we had sports.

'I really am not in the mood for this' I pouted when I saw that we where going to slay soccer.

'why? You love sports' Nikki raised her eyebrow

'I know, just now I'm not in the mood. I'm tired' I told her and she nodded

'well we have to' she shrugged

We walked to our gym lockers and got changed.

'what is that?' Nikki asked after I took off my jeans. She pointed at the side of my legs, there where countless tiny red spots over my legs

'I don't know' I mumbled as I went over my skin with my finger

'you're one weirdo' Nikki laughed an di rolled my eyes

'you don't need everyone to love you. just a few good people' I quoted "the greatest showman. Again.

'you and you're movies' she rolled her eyes.

When we were fully changed we went to the field where a few guys already where playing a bit of soccer.

'ah there we have the star player' you could say I'm Mrs. Bean's favorite student.

'hey' I greeted her too 'I do have to say I had 2 nights of bad sleep so I'm not at my best'

'ah you're "not at your best" is still better than anyone else' she laughed at me

'teacher's pet' someone yelled and I turned around to Herman

'shut up' I yelled back and he ran towards us

'it's not a lie' he smirked and I rolled my eyes

We stood next to the teacher waiting for her to start the lesson. When she did we quickly  had to make teams of tree. Of course I went with Nikki and Herman.

'just start playing, I'll keep watch' Mrs. Bean yelled and we started playing.

Even though I was exhausted and out of breath most of the time I kept playing at my best

'I told you you're worst is still better than everyone' Mrs. Bean yelled at me so I send her a smile

'bitch' I heard a guy mumble when I scored

'it's not my bad you're so bad at soccer' I snapped back

'it's not my bad you're a bitch' he mumbled

'Nikki' I yelled

'what babe' she yelled back

'are you also so tired of assholes who think their better than everyone else' I yelled and I heard the guy behind me scoff

'ugh so done with their bullshit' she yelled back and I smiled

'see, I'm not the only one' I told the guy and we then kept playing.

By the last minutes I felt my body getting weaker and weaker. It felt like I was going to pass out but I kept playing. It's probably just a feeling, I wont happen.

'are you okay' I heard someone say but it was like I was under water. Moving costs a lot of energy and I almost heard nothing.

'Ava' I heard someone yell before everything in frontof my eyes got black and I fell on the ground