That Ballah Love: Down For My Ballah

Chapter 52 - Feelings

So there was comments like " Im not feeling the story any more Because Cash likes Amris or its not Cash and Gucci " And even ignorant thing like " Myan is gay..Thats nasty not reading " I LOVE MY FANS BUT THOSE OF YOU LIKE THAT CAN EXIT TO THE LEFT AND DELETE THE DANG BOOK. Its not gon make me cry. I promise you. Im not gon stop my plans on the story because of homophobes or Cash and gucci lovers are upset. Its my book, I know where I wanna go with it . I appreciate the love and reads and thank everybody else for that. And enjoy the chap.

ALSO ! P.P.S -- DO NOT BE ARGUING WITH MY OTHER READERS CAUSE THEIR COMMENTS AINT ON YO TEAM OR YOU DONT LIKE IT #TEAMAMIRIS AND #TEAMGUCCI cause yall be going ham lmfao.But for real , I love yall interacting with eachother and talking about it but when you start getting rudes calling other ladies bitches, and dumb cunts..a line is cross. CONTROL YO SELF PLEASE. Thank you everybody and keep the feedback and love coming. Love you guys. Xoxo

..... -- Shantii

ZEEK IN THE MM >>>>>>> Yasssss it's my husband. Trey.

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CASH P.O.V **

You fell for it once or twice, but you keep allowing it to happen that means you expect it and accepts it. Everyone gets fooled, but it's much worst to play the fool by choice.

KNOW WHEN ITS TIME TO MOVE ON!

--TonyGraskin

Was I bitter? Absolutely. Hurt? You bet your sweet ass I was hurt. Who doesn't feel a part of their heart break at rejection. You ask yourself every question you can think of, what, why, how come, and then your sadness turns to anger. That's my favorite part. It drives me, feeds me, and makes one hell of a story.

--Jennifer Salaiz

I took a chance, I took a shot And you may think I'm bullet-proof, but I'm not. You took a swing, I took it hard. And down here from the ground I see who you are. --Taylor Swift

I know my heart will never be the same.But I'm telling myself I'll be okay. -- Sara Evans

" Just be honest with each other " The doctor says.

I swollowed and turned to look at Gucci. " You have anything to tell me before I start? "

I shook my head. " I've been honest with you, because I care about you...and I love you and I would never want to hurt you...Gucci im not perfect. I never pretended to try and be. I have problems. If I don't take medicine I start to have flash back and nightmares and i have to see someone because of this. Im human I have flaws. But I know this and i try " I tell him

" Gucci what do you have have to say? " Doc asked

" I never judged her...Im here for her and she knows this " He tells me.

" Now its your turn " I could see sweat on Gucci forehead.

" I tell you I love you and I wanna move forward and do better for you and I do. Thats why im not gon keep lying and im going to tell you every thing, Ight? " He grabbed my hands.

" Okay " I nod.

" Baby , I love you and im sorry for everything I put you through. I was young and dumb and learning. I never been in a serious relationship. I was learning and i still am "

" The same for me, Don't use that as a excuse, Menice just tell me " I tell him.

" This wasn't the first time I cheated on you...It happened a few other times after we first got together " He tells me. I pulled my hands from him. " Cash its in the past- "