That Ballah Love: Down For My Ballah

Chapter 54(PART 2)- The Beef

What hurts most about love is when you realize that things between the two of you are over. And that no matter what you do to make it go back, you just can't change things anymore. Because he has moved on and you haven't. ---  Bhabes Alvarez 

Some people say it's painful to forget someone you love. Some people say it's painful to wait for someone you love. But I say the worst pain comes when you don't know whether to wait or to forget.   -- Ashmita Dasgupta 

Don't cry over someone who wouldn't cry over you. --Lauren  Conrad

And we both knew, you're wrong
There's nothing you can do, to ever undo what you've done to me
I loved you, deep in my heart I know you couldn't love me But baby I just kept holding on, I should've let you go
Should've let you go

And now I'm gone, plus I'd rather be alone
We both grown, lower your tone over the phone, aaight
I should've known, damn I should've known. It wouldn't last long, when you didn't come home some nights
And now I'm on, in the zone, handle business on my own
So respect the queen on the throne, aaight
Here's some strong advice, move on, that's life

You're wrong, I'm right, and I'm glad I let you go -- Keyshia cole/ Amina

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**** CASHMERE P.O.V ********

I counted up all of the money I had gotten from the side job I had did helpping a man put some shows together.

I remember working for Sora putting all of her fashion shows together and not getting nearly this much.

One show and he payed me 75,000. I nearly cried....I did cried. And he requested my help with other shows and gave me name out. It Felt good to be doing getting this money.

I was slowly going to pay Gucci back for my buildings. When I pick the girls up tomorrow after leaving the places im going to drop him off 50 grand which will drop my debt to him down nearly half the amount.

I pulled my phone out calling Amiris. I wanted to get out for a minute..It feels like every time im alone , im depressed and over thinking situations.

I love when my friends are around and they can make me smile or feel better.. Im not sure if its my hormones making me feel like this or if its just life. I dont really like the self-pity feeling at all though.

" Hello " His voice came through the phone bringing a smile to my face.

" You busy? " I asked.

" Kind of " He says.

" Oh " I say. " Later you want to hang out? "

" Nah " He tells me.