Bite me if you dare! [ Jeon Jungkook FF]✔

16 🌸 The truth behind the words🌸

Furious you looked at Hoseok. You couldn't belive that he just dragged you with him, and more you couldn't belive that you actually didn't do anything against it, although you could. So why you just let it? Maybe your heart still wanted to be near him while your mind was of the other opinion. After all what he did was is really hard for you to face him, harder then the two other guys. The say that the person you love can hurt you more then your enemy, is right.

Only a look at him hurted you and remembered you on the old times with him. The happy but also the painful ones.
The time heals our wounds. This say was wrong in the situation like yours. Many years has passed and still you could the same pain, the same regret and hate towards him. Maybe it's not the time that will heal our wounds but something else, better to say someone else.

"Go aside, I don't want to talk to you." You spat at him and the anger in your vines boilded even more up, but Jungkooks sweet blood that you had still in your nose, didn't helped a lot to calm you down. Hoseok shook his head and stepped closer to you, his hand reached to your shoulder. But before he could touch you, you slapped his hand away and warned him." Don't you dare to lay your hands on me."

With hestitate and hurt expression, Hoseok dropped his arm aside his body and sighend heavily out." You hate me a lot, huh?" Again he looked up at you and eyed you carefully. He was not afraid of you, he didn't felt any kind of bad feelings for you, ir was more that his heart was still beating for you. He wanted to do one thing in his life right, and that was to help you and warn you. A talk to explain what and why he did it, it was not necessary, he knew you wouldn't hear anything about it.

No matter how much times has passed by and how many days, there were not even one day where he didn't felt guilt for what he did to you. Not even one day would pass by without a though about you, without still to have your hurtful expression before his eyes. To have your beautiful smile that you give him whenever he would met you, your ice blue eyes that looked so lovely at him, your hugs that you give him just because of your pure and innocent feelings for him, just to show him how much he meant for you. Your soft lips that he craved to kiss so badly whenever he looked at you.

Not one day has passed where he could forget all these things. And now here you were, right infront of him. Not smiling at him, not hugging him, and wouldn't kiss him. His heart was about to brist put of his chest when he faced you for the first time since the scene at his place, since the day when he saw you for the last time for many years. No matter how hard he wish to turn back the time and just avoid the meeting with you, just to have you in safe and without to cause the pain the he did, how much he wished he could do it."Yeah, I do a lot." You added calmly but with this words your heart ached too.

"Hear me out, only this time Y/N. I'm not asking you to forgive me or try to understand-" he tried to explain what he wanted to say but you just interrupted him with a scoff." Forgive you? At last you know that this is impossible." Like a knife step were your words for Hoseok, but he tried to take himself together and continued." Like I said, I'm not here for this. Namjoon and Yoongi, they. " Hoseok couldn't take it anymore, he wanted even for once to touch you even if it would be only your shoulders, just a touch that would show him that it was not a dream where he stuck." Listen, this time the things are different. You know that right? Even if you would run away and try to hide, they will find you until they get what they want. Just be careful okay?"

"Different? Hoseok, the whole situation is different like before... here you don't have to act anymore like you would love me." You added and caused another knife stabs into his heart with your words. You pushed again his hands away and was about to head to the door but what he said made you stop your tracks." This time they can use this Jungkook guy, don't you think you two make the things obviously? At last you could try to hide him and have him in safe."