Long Rant

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I'm sorry guys for not updating for too long. It's just that I'm experiencing huge changes---some may even call it transgression sigh*---in my life right now and also as a person. But I promise, I'll continue writing as of today.

You guys may not realise it but this book is about my self discovery and acceptance (sort of). I confess, Lisa is basically a personification of myself, of my frustrations, and my coming to terms with life. Jennie is the opposite of me, and the countless of times I had fit myself into her shoes had shaped me to become a better me (at least I hope so).

This past few weeks, I felt like I was changing so fast, and as a consequence I stopped caring about this book. The logical and bitter part of me got in the way, and wanted to just end it last chapter. I mean why give false hope when first love doesn't even end up the way we wanted it to be, right? Sigh*

But to keep you all hanging is unfair, irresponsible and immature. I will continue writing a one or two more chapters to properly bring a closure, not just to this book, but also to the part of me that is defensive, wide-eyed, and naive. Like a transitional phase so that I feel grounded and stop spiralling out of control, and keep a little bit of my innocence with me. 

Shoutout to ayiddeology (sorry I forgot ur username in here, was it woodenpotato? Lmao) for pestering me about this book and for making me reevaluate my decision to end this book. 

The rest of the chapter is dedicated to all my readers out there who still believes in soulmates. Keep the faith, okay even though some of us may have already relented. And to Di, hope she really is your soulmate. Wink wink. 

NASI GORENG KURANG CHILI! 

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Sorry for republishing, there's some weird bug going on in wattpad!

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