(GxG) Friends Can Break Your Heart Too || JENLISA (COMPLETED)

8 - First Time

Warning! Mature content ahead!
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Jennie

I was tormented and heartbroken these past few days that's why I've been ignoring Lisa all week; I don't think I could face her right now after she left me in the party for some older guy who's basically just a stranger. I'm not that naive to think that nothing happened between them that night; Although I really wanted to give Lisa the benefit of the doubt that she wouldn't do something like that with someone she doesn't really know, but the way they were eating each other with just their eyes alone says otherwise.

Has she already forgotten our promise? When we were younger, we saw a reality show about pregnant teenagers and we were so horrified by how messed up some of the girls turned out to be so we promised each other right there and then that we wouldn't have sex in high school, and I kept my promise even though I already have a boyfriend.

So why did you break her promise, Lisa?

Maybe that's the reason why I've been avoiding her; I just can't imagine that she'd break her promise and do adult things like it wasn't such a big deal (With a no good college boy no less!) After asking around, I found out that the sleazy guy's name is Sean and that he was a notorious heartbreaker back when he was still in attending our high school! Sure, Lisa has also dated a bunch of guys but I still know that she's one fragile girl deep inside. I don't want anyone be messing around with her heart because even when she says that she could take care of herself, I bet she wouldn't be saying the same when she gets her heart broken into tiny little pieces by these boys she hangs out all the time.

"Babe, you would never break my heart would you?" I asked my boyfriend as I looked up from my reveries and stared at his handsome features.

Hearing my sad voice, Donny's eyes immediately left the tv showing his favorite show and snapped his attention to me. His adoring eyes, stared right back at me and I already saw the answer in it, but I still wanted to hear it coming out of his mouth. "That's a silly question baby! I'd rather kill myself before I let myself or anyone else break your heart!" He answered so passionately without any hesitation before tenderly kissing my forehead.

"That's all I wanted to hear." I smiled as I let the touch of his lips reassure me as it lingered there for a second too long.

Removing his lips from my skin, he stared at me again with an intense gaze and I got sucked in by brown orbs and I got lost in it's depths.

"What's bothering you?" He asked, snapping me out of my trance and making me go back to my depressed state. "Lisa." I breathed out her name and looked away from my boyfriend's soulful eyes. I felt guilty about always having her and this depressing thoughts in my head even though I'm supposed to be enjoying my time with him.

"Oh babe, sometimes I get jealous of your best friend. She's all you ever talk about these days." His god-defined lips pouted, making me cross my arms and cock one of my eyebrow in response.

"Oh trust me, you don't want to be in her shoes right now. I'm still mad at her."

Donny chuckled and moved closer to me, "Let me improve your mood then", he whispered as his body engulfed me in his blazing warmth; His eyes had already turned into a darker shade as it glinted with lust.

"And how are you going to do that?" I asked even though I'm already quite aware of what he had in mind. I let out a loud gasp when I suddenly found myself pinned down on his bed –he was usually very gentle so I  found his sudden aggressiveness refreshing and exciting.

"Let me show you." He whispered and I felt my mouth go dry as his lips inched closer to mine; Not a second had gone by when I felt his warm and luscious lips caress mine. His kisses were sweet and gentle at first but it slowly started getting more passionate by the second as our tongues joined into the mix. Soon I felt myself getting aroused as his fiery touch started exploring my body, sending me chills down to my core.

He was making me feel too much at once that I thought I would faint, so I broke away from the kiss to steady myself and regulate my heavy, and rugged breathing. His luscious lips moved onto my jawline and traced it's way down my neck, making my breath hitch up even more. "Donny..." I moaned out his name, making him grunt and kiss me with renewed vigor. After giving me tons of hickies, he moved to capture my lips once again and kiss me like he's been starving for me his whole life. We've been dating for a year now but all we ever did was make out, but as Donny broke our passionate kiss and stared longingly at me, I saw that he wanted to have more. But I was hesitant.

What does sex feel like? Was it that good that even my bestfriend would ditch me just to do it with a boy she just met?

I snapped out of my thoughts and stared intensely at my boyfriend's adoring eyes once more, and all of my hesitations slowly ebbed away. Donny isn't just some random boy that I met at a party; He is the love of my life and I know that I will never regret it if I give him this sacred thing that I've been protecting all of my life, so I nodded at him to let him know that I want it too. That whatever may happen between us, this is something that I would never regret in my life.

It was all the permission that he needed. Not a second had passed by and his lips was already crashing into mine. His blazing and needy hands slipped under my shirt, and I gasped in pleasure; He took this opportunity to invade my mouth with his tongue and I moaned crazily at how hot and needy his kisses were; It feels like he's trying to memorize the taste of every corner of my mouth and I'm loving every second of it.

Before long, he softly tugged at my shirt and I automatically raised my hands up to help him undress me; We broke our kiss only to allow him to slide my shirt off and the second it was gone, we immediately crashed our bodies together to regain each other's warmth. Wanting to feel his skin against mine, I hastily unbuttoned his button up shirt and before we knew it, we were already both naked, baring all of our insecurities towards each other.

Skin to skin, the touch of his feverish body felt perfect against mine. His mouth felt perfect against my skin.

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Donny lay down beside me when his ecstacy has also been ridden off. "I love you." He whispered into my ears and wrapped his strong arms around me.

"I love you too." I replied, feeling contented.

That night, all my worries were soothed away by Donny's touch and I was able to sleep peacefully in his loving arms. It was the first time in a long while that I finally had a peace of mind without thinking and worrying about my best friend.

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Touch (Acoustic) - Little Mix

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