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Chapter 29

Olivia's POV

"Come on Olivia. Just one last chance." Taylor begged and I thought for a minute.

"It's not that I don't want to be with you Taylor. I trusted you. All these years I thought you were dead....do you know how painful that was? Losing you? It was awful...And you out of all people know I don't handle my emotions very well." Taylor looked at me in confusion for a second before taking my hand and pulling my sleeve up. I tugged it down before he had the chance.

"I'm so sorry Liv. Please let me make it up to you. I don't know how but I will. Just give me another chance." Taylor's eyes were pleading with me and I simply nodded.

"Alright. One last chance." A smile grew on Taylor's face and he hugged me.

"Thank you thank you thank. I'll take you out tomorrow. For dinner alright? Be ready around 5."

"Kay. Later Taylor." I whispered as I shut the door once he had left.

A dull throb started forming in my head as I finally stood quietly alone. Knowing how bad my headaches could get I hurried into the kitchen to the medicine cabinet. Pulling out some Tylenol I stared at the half empty bottle. Tylenol wasn't the best or fastest at relieving pain but considering my overdose history I didn't trust myself around anything else. Even if I took too much of Tylenol the worst it did was make me feel super tired and dizzy.

Seven pills spilled out and without even thinking I popped them all in my mouth, swallowing them down with water. At least this way I could get some sleep.

My eyes wandered to the digital clock on the microwave.

7:00pm.

Still a few hours left before I had to head to bed. But then again I was alone. Who cares when I went to bed...

I was alone. I could do anything and no one could stop me.

I shook my head not allowing the dark thoughts to creep into my head.

Focus on the good things Olivia.

Taylor. After all this time I thought he was dead but he's actually alive!

Absentmindedly I pulled up the sleeves to my sweater and looked at my arms.

Scars. All over. Old faded scars from some time ago. From the time Cameron found me that fateful day.

And new scars. The oldest only a week old. My hand ran up the small my arm, my fingertips grazing over the cuts.

It seemed too easily I could end this pain. But what would that do?

I had a reason to fight again.

Pulling down my sleeves, I rushed up to my room and pulled out my phone. Laying down on my bed I clicked on the Vine App and looked up 'Taylor Caniff'. The last vine posted 3 years ago.

Wow. Carter really did make Tay seem dead.

What a jerk. I mean. What did I do? Yes it may have been my fault all this had happened but it's not like I wanted it to.

Shaking my head I started looking through Tays vine. Every once in awhile a smile grew on my face and a few laughs too. And that's how I spent my night until I finally fell asleep.

**

The next morning I woke up to a text from Taylor.

T: Hey Liv. Looking forward to our date. :)xx

O: Me too...You mind coming over a little earlier? I'm alone and I don't think that's such a good idea.

T: Sure. Ill be there at 1. Xx

I smiled and got out of bed to get ready for the day. Judging by the plans for the day I decided to take a shower.

Quickly I hopped into the water once it was hot enough and felt stinging on legs.

Confused I looked down to see a trail of blood dripping down my right leg from a cut that must have opened. I sighed and quickly cleaned myself up. Once I had gotten out, I blow dried my wavy brown hair and looked through my closet to pick an outfit for the day.

I decided on a red tank top and jeans.

Looking at clock I had some fine to spare so I sat and turned on the tv.

**

At 1 there was a knock on the door and hurried to open it, finding Taylor standing at the door.

"Hey." He smiled and pulled me in for a hug. I let him before pulling back.

"Hey." I said weak a slight smile.

"There a reason you called me over?" He asked concern filling my eyes.

If I was going to trust him again then I needed to open up a little.

"I don't..it seems since I found out the truth I've been getting...bad again.." Taylor only knew about my self harming. Not even that. Just that I cut. He doesn't know anything else.

He doesn't know I also burn myself, that I don't eat, and that I overdose. And he will never know.

Taylor looked at me before taking my arm ad leading me to the living room where the tv was.

"Then let's watch a movie to get your mind off things."

I smiled and sat down beside him.

"What movie shall we watch?" I asked him.

He though for a moment. "Do you have The Fault in Our Stars." I chuckled and nodded.

"Sure do." Digging Into the bin where my movies were I pulled out TFIOS and put it in.

"Why are you staring at me?" Said Hazel.

I glanced at Taylor and noticed he was staring at me as well and I wondered why.

As if he could read my mind Taylor said,

"Because you're beautiful."

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Hi kitties :3. It's not Tuesday but I thought you need some #Tolivia feels ;P

I was listening to "Little Things." By One Direction while writing this and yeah... Enjoy :3

Thoughts on Taylor and Olivia in this chapter?