they saved me » t.c+c.d+s.m[✔]

dec 12 2017

hey y'll it's minzi (formally known as ash or simply 'a'.

so its been like four+ years since I started and finished this story?? looking back at this really makes me emo ;-;.

i was going through a real tough time in life when i wrote this and just writing helped me cope and this was the outcome of it. 

i can say since then i am soooo much better and happier now. its been four years and i can say  that time really does  heal. not all four of those years were happy either, it was only a month or so that i've seen the light of life and am truly enjoying. 

its so insane to think how much has happened in the years. 

after such a long time i would like to thank the readers who read this and kept me motivated and inspired me to live each day because i can say it was damn hard for me. my writing has improved ALOT since this story (this was my first) and although reading this makes me cringe so bad i would never change any of it because this story has a special place in my heart for the way it was written and how my 14 year old mind wanted it to be written.

i have long since moved on from magcon and the boys in general but i still think about those times, simpler yet complicated times.

idk if i ever told you'll but four years back i also had an fanpage on insta dedicated to the magcon guys that had 10k+ followers. one of my followers (i forgot her name :( ) once went to a meet and greet for taylor (who was my fav) and messaged me before she left asking how to pronounce my name so he could ask him to say 'i love you a.' 

and she did, she met him in real and asked him to say it and he did!! and my real name to!! akfkgjf it still makes me fangirl knowing he legit said 'I love you.' to me (even if he doesn't know.) 

i have since lostt that video but i remember it and it makes me happy :)))

so yeah just a little life update I guess? 

Hope you'll are well! Make sure to eat and drink water and remember i'm always here if you need to talk about anything,

lots of love <3