Making love to Jia was heavenly. I could try all day to put what I felt and what happened into words but I would fail. No words would ever be enough.
I kissed the top of Jia's head that was lying on my chest, Jia's arm was around my waist. As much as I wanted to savor the moment, I wanted to make the morning even more special by preparing her breakfast.
I carefully disentangled myself from Jia. Jia was usually a light sleeper so she must have been really tired not to have woken up.
I smiled to myself, feeling triumphant.
I quietly got a fresh set of clothes from my closet before washing up in the bathroom with a bounce on my feet. I was ecstatic. Even as I prepared our breakfast, I was just a bundle of joy and I was whistling to myself.
I had just finished transferring the food to the table when Jia came out of the bedroom looking absolutely beautiful. Okay. She was wearing a simple oversized shirt of mine and shorts but I couldn't help but give her an appreciative gaze. Jia was hot.
"Good morning," Jia said with a blush on her face.
I smiled as I moved to give Jia a peck on her lips.
"Good morning."
Jia blushed even more as she took a seat.
"I hate that you're an early bird. You ruined my breakfast in bed plan for you."
Jia chuckled.
"I hate that you got up early. I prefer waking up beside you over breakfast in bed," she said.
With the amount of times my heart skips a beat, I'm honestly wondering how I'm still healthy and alive.
"I will keep that in mind. Kain na tayo?"
Jia nodded eagerly and we prayed before we chowed down on our food. We were both so hungry that we didn't really talk much until after we were done.
"Thank you for the food. Ang sarap. Nabusog ako," Jia said sincerely.
I smiled brightly before kissing her again.
"So, uhm, how are you feeling?" I asked, trying to sound cool about everything even though embarassed.
I don't want Jia to think I'm asking about my performance because I wasn't! I knew I did well, I always do. But with Jia, somehow I just feel insecure. I really wanted her to love making love to me.
When Jia looked at me, I felt my cheeks heat up. But it lessened a little when Jia's cheeks turned rosy as well and she gave me a shy smile.
"I feel... loved," Jia said softly and it felt like my heart wanted to beat out of my chest. "Thoroughly loved. It was amazing. You're amazing."
My face burned up which was probably what made Jia chuckle and lean to give me a peck. I touched the back of my neck shyly.
Jia bit her lower lip and met my eyes before looking at my neck, just avoiding eye contact.
"I-I'm sorry if it wasn't as good for you. I mean, I tried but I know I failed. Just be patient with me, okay? I'm going to-"
I stopped Jia's rambling with a soft kiss and smiled against her lips. Jia blushed but looked at me curiously.
"You were perfect, Jia. I loved every minute."
"So did I," Jia admitted bashfully.
