Secrets

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Chapter 40-

"Yeah, can we talk?" He asked me.

"I don't want to talk to you right now" I told him turning my tv on completely ignoring him.

"You don't have to talk, but can you at least listen?" He asked.

"It's not like you listened to me so why should I listen to you?" I asked with my arms crossed over my chest.

"Because I'm about to tell you something really, really important!" He said shakily.

"Mmmhmm" I said gesturing him to start talking.

"Im really sorry about the way I've been acting the past 3 days and all. I've just been having a really confusing week. This is gonna sound really weird since we've been best friends for years and my other best friend just so happens to be your big brother but um... I- I love you Valerie, your my best friend I love you!" He told me I turned to him not understanding exactly why he was being rude.

"T.C, your my best friend. I love you too, and I forgive you, since you know you are my best friend" I told him. He's my best friend and I knew I wasn't gonna stay mad at him for this long anyway.

"Val, that's not exactly what I meant. What I meant is that I don't only love you as my best friend but I'm in love with you as in more than just a friend. That other day when we were here in your room, I almost kissed you Val! And I would've had no problem doing it and I don't care that Devin is your boyfriend. The other night I had a dream about you and you kissed me, and it was just the most perfect thing in the world. When I woke up I realized that it isn't actually like that and it might never be like that but I want it to be. Thats why I wasn't talking to you, because every time I looked at you the dream and wanting to kiss your lips was all I would think about. Valerie I love you" he said and immediately connected his lips to mine. I pushed him off as fast as I could.

"T.C, what the fuck was that?" I asked him. I was shocked outta my mind this ruins everything. I can't believe he said all that, is he serious? How? When? Where? Why? No!

"I'm sorry Val I just.... Can't explain it" he said.

"Okay T.C listen to me. You are not in love with me okay. I don't know what makes you think you are but you're not okay? You need to really re think this it could just be infatuation okay? And do not tell Devin anything of what just happened because I will never talk to you again!" I told him. I tried so hard to be calm about this but it's way to much for me right now. He's not in love with me, we've been through too much. I think he's just lonely, and because we kinda had a moment the other day when we almost kissed he thinks he's in love? No he's not.

"But Val I am okay? I do. I'm in love with you for real. It's not just infatuation Val it's love! I love you" He told me again.

"You know what T.C?" I started as I pushed him down the stairs and out the front door.

"You need to go for a walk and really think this through!" I told him and slammed the front door shut on his face.

What am I gonna do, I'm so mad at him right now, ugh.

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"Good luck baby" I said to Devin giving him a good luck kiss before him and the guys leave to preform at some mall I helped book about 20 minutes from here.

"Love you" he said and walked down the stairs. I decided to stay home with Bri and do nothing like we usually do. Just fan girl over 1D and eat so basically nothing.

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"Yeah so than he said 'I am in love with you' and I haven't talked to him since I'm trying to avoid him since I have no idea what to do with him" I complained finishing the I love you story from T.C.

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