kardashian | h.s.

where do broken hearts go?

THIRD PERSON POV

a lot of of time has passed. a lot has changed since kaia dropped harry off at the airport. kaia's released an album. she's touring. harry's tour finished. he's about to release his last album with one direction before their hiatus.

they're different people now. or at least, kaia has. harry hasn't changed at all. all he thinks about is kaia. all he wants is to get her back. time has healed his pain a little, but it's still there. he'd kind of come to terms with it. if that's what she wanted, it must've been for the best, he knew he'd always love her and one day maybe it would work again.

kaia's... changed. she's different now. she drinks, she smokes, she's kind of a bitch. she knows that, she just doesn't care. nowadays, she doesn't care about much.
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onedirection Made in The A.M. out now!
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KAIAS POV

"are you sure you want to listen to it? i've heard that a lot of the songs are about you." lottie bit her lip. lottie and i had gotten super close this last month on tour. "who'd you hear that from? the album just came out today." had word spread that fast? "louis." she mumbled. i groaned. "oh come on, it's not that bad! people write songs about other people all the time!"

"whatever, i don't want to talk about it. just play the album please, i'll be fine." i put my head in my hands. i heard the beginning of a slow song. "okay, this ones called... if i could fly." lottie read from her phone screen. "okay, sounds alright." i observed.

and then, i heard his voice. "oh my god." i mumbled into my hands. "can i see that?" lottie handed me her phone and i read the lyrics. "oh shit, this ones about me, i'm skipping it." i said, with finality, but i didn't skip it. i couldn't.

the tears came rushing out of my eyes. "i'm sorry, i have to go." i stood up quickly and ran out of the hotel room. it was then i realized i was in ireland and didn't know anywhere to go. so, i sat down in the hallway, leaning against the wall. i was wrong, i was not fine.
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kaiajenner last show of the forever tour😢 i'll remember this... forever😉
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i'm on my way home. i haven't been home in a month. if i missed it this much after a month, i had no idea how i'd do on the rest of the tour. i drove my range rover to kendall and i's house, listening to "walking in the wind" as i did so. i'd grown to love the album, even though it hurt to think about.

this song, made me feel a mix of emotions. i was upset because it reminded me of how we weren't together. but it made me happy to know that he thought of our break up in a positive light like this, even after i'd been a bitch to him. id ignored his texts and calls ever since we broke up. i pulled up to the house and took a deep breath.

"kj? you home?" i called as soon i shut the front door behind me. "kjayyyyyyyyy!" i heard someone scream. the screech was getting closer and closer until i saw my sister turn the corner and jump into my arms. "hey." i laughed as i caught her.

"oh my god, i missed you so much. i cant believe you're here." she said into my shoulder. "i missed you too, kenny." i squeezes her tightly. "ugh, i have so much to update you on." kendall sighed. "i've only been gone a month, ken." i reminded her, thinking that too much couldn't have happened in that time.

"oh, i know. but its been a crazy one." she told me before leading me to the living room and sitting me down on the couch. she told me about how harry was doing, and that he'd been acting weird, how he hardly talks, or even smiles, anymore.

"okay, stop. you're making me upset." i finally interrupted. "oh, i'm sorry kj. i just thought, you know? it's been 4 months, and you're the one who ended it. i just thought-" she started but i cut her off, "well, you thought fucking wrong. i'm going to my room. don't follow me." i stood up quickly and walked to my bedroom.