kardashian | h.s.

kiwi

"so what do we need to talk about?" harry asked after we'd had a few minutes of awkward silence. "i'm working on getting it out, just give me a second." i said through deep breaths. harry looked concerned, but thankfully just patiently waited.

"i'm, well- i'm pregnant."i blurted and took another breath. harry's eyes widened. "is it, you know, mine?" he asked, his voice so quiet that i could barely hear. "yes." i responded. he opened his mouth to speak again but i cut him off. "i'm not expecting anything from you. you don't even need to be in their life if you don't want to. i can take care of the baby, don't worry about that. if you just want to forget that i told you, that's fine. i just thought you should know." i told him. i wanted to make it clear that he wasn't obligated to be in this situation.

"kaia, i- i can't believe you think i wouldn't want to be in my child's life. is this situation ideal? not exactly, but that's my kid in there." he pointed to my stomach. "and i am going to do everything i can for them, regardless of what our relationship is, or if i'm with jaylen. kaia, we're having a baby!" he was actually excited about it, which confused me but i was too. he leaped forward and hugged me tightly.

"we're having a baby!" i repeated back to him. the fact that harry was excited and planning to there through this process with me, took all the stress off. i felt a lot better, i was enthusiastic about this whole situation now.

"have you, um- told dylan?" harry asked me. oh, dylan. i shook my head no. i hadn't told dylan. i was scared to tell dylan. we weren't technically "together" still, but i was worried about how he would take it. "i understand. i'm worried about telling jaylen. i feel like she'll tell me she's okay with that, but it's gonna bother her. that's how she is." harry explained.

"but don't let that ruin it, k! we're gonna be parents. we're going to be the best parents in the god damn world, too!" he smirked and i couldn't help but smile. it warmed my heart that he was actually excited. i was having his baby. and we were happy. we hugged again and harry rested his head on top of mine.

"kaia?" he called, his voice almost inaudible. but i heard it. in hindsight, i kind of wish i hadn't. "yes?" i responded. "do you ever- forget it." he stopped himself. i moved away from him just enough to see his face. "do i ever what?" i pushed.

"well, i don't know. just sometimes, i wonder if i'll ever feel the same way about jaylen as i do-did about you. sometimes i'm not sure if i really love her or if i'm just forcing myself to." harry admitted. he looked ashamed of himself. i buried myself back in harry's chest. "i understand." i confided in him. "i mean, dylan's so sweet. he's wonderful, really. but i just can't convince myself to love him. i wish i could, but i think i'm still a little stuck on this one guy. he's from my past." i joked.

"this guy that you're stuck on, do you still love him at all?" harry shyly asked me, and i felt him stiffen as he did so. "of course i do. i'll always love him." i blurted out. at least i was being honest. "then why did you, you know, break up with him?" he shakily asked me.

"well i just- at the time, i was hurting so bad from being separated from him. and i thought it might hurt less if i just broke it off. i was so fucking wrong." i sadly laughed. "but it had nothing to do with me not loving him. i never once stopped loving him. i made a promise to him- this guy- once, that i would love him forever. i meant it." i explained, feeling tears fill my eyes but i blinked them back.

harry didn't say anything. there was just silence for what felt like an eternity. "wow. i think 'this guy' still has love for you too. but i think he's confused because he has moved on to a new relationship and everything but sometimes, he's worried he'll never be able to truly love this new girl he's with, cause he's so hung up on you still." harry admitted, playing with his hands to draw his attention to something else.

i don't know if my brain stopped working in the moment, or if i'm just stupid, but i did the only thing i'd thought to do. i kissed him. i leaned forward and kissed him. the surprising part though, was that he kissed back with no hesitation.

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A/N: Uh oh. They kissed. What about Dylan? Or Jaylen?

Q: Was that the reaction you were expecting from Harry?